Show Them How it Feels to Lose What They Love, Jon...

Darker Shade of Life

Ramsay and Jon started living at Winterfell. Jon was five months pregnant and was clearly showing. A month prior, Ramsay had received a letter from Roose Bolton, Ramsay Bolton was his new name. Jon Snow was now Jon Bolton, he despised that name.

Ramsay was still torturing Theon and started to sleep with Myranda. Jon is pretty sure that he's doing her to punish him for sending Ghost to Robb. Bran and Rickon were still locked up. Jon hasn't seen them since the first day he arrived at Winterfell.

"Let me visit my siblings." Jon said looking at Ramsay who entered their room.

"They won't attack you, will they?" Ramsay said looking at Jon.

"They are my family." Jon stressed the last part. "Ramsay, they aren't you."

"Well, didn't Catelyn made you miscarry Robb's bastard." Ramsay replied cruelly.

"How..." Jon said surprised and hurt.

"Theon." Ramsay replied. "He knows very interesting stories about the Starks."

Before Jon could insult Ramsay, Myranda walked into their room towards Ramsay and kissed him in front of Jon.

"I hope you're happy with your bedwarmer." Jon said venomously as Ramsay looked at Jon.

"I am." Ramsay said as Jon walked away.

Jon left their room and went straight to visit Theon. He stopped in front of the two men in front of the large room Theon was in.

"Let me talk to him." Jon commanded them. "Ramsay is busy with his whore, so he'll be very distracted for a long time."

The two men looked at each other and then one of them opened the door for him.

"Please, be quick, Lord Snow." on of the men said.

"Trust me I will." Jon reassured them as he entered the room. He saw Theon tied to the 'X'. Theon looked at him when he heard the door close behind him.

"You have a death wish," Theon said "don't you?"

"No, I want to save Winterfell, my home." Jon replied. "He won't kill me."

"How can you be so sure?" Theon asked.

"If he wanted me dead don't you think he would of killed me already." Jo said irritated "He knows that I sent Ghost to warn Robb."

"Maybe he likes your body." Theon said.

"I didn't come here to talk about that. I came here to order you to do something. "Jon said. "Since you told him about my secret, he'll believe you're actions more."

"Your plan worked." Theon said. "What else do you want me to do?"

"I want you to pretend to break." Jon replied "Next the comes here to torture you he will most likely bring me to watch. He'll try to make you call yourself Reek. Pretend to be Reek."

"Why would I do that?" Theon asked. "He will not stop torturing me."

"He will if he believes that he broke you." Jon said. "When that happens, he will make you his servant and you'll know his every move."

"Let me guess, you want me to tell you." Theon said getting his idea.

"Yes." Jon said as he started to leave the room. "Three months from now we'll start the attack on the Boltons."

"Why so soon?" Theon asked. "Do we even have enough soldiers on our side?"

"I don't want to give birth to my child when my home is under their control, Theon." Jon replied. "We have more than enough. If we need more I'll send Seffon to gather more."

He opened the door and said good bye to Theon and the men outside the room.

Jon, then went to where Bran and Rickon's were locked up. He went past the man in beside their door and went inside the room.

"Hello, Bran and Rickon!" Jon said happily to both of them. Rickon immediately went to hug him, while Bran stood next to his bed looking at them.

"I missed you!" Rickon said excited.

"I missed you both." Jon said.

"When will you make them leave?" Bran asked.

"Soon, but not now." Jon replied.

A few minutes had passed. Rickon and Jon were playing a game and Bran was relaxing on his bed when Ramsay abruptly entered the room.

"Jon, let's go." Ramsay said.

"Why?" Jon asked.

Jon's little brothers looked scared as Ramsay roughly took Jon's arm and dragged him out of the room.

Jon's wasn't nervous like he use to be. Ramsay can't really hurt him physically. "Where are you taking me?" He asked as Ramsay was taking him to a familiar room.

Ramsay didn't respond as he pushed him in the room that Theon was in. As Jon tripped on something on the floor, he grabbed onto a nearby table to prevent him from falling.

"Tell me how your brother found out about the assassination plan?" Ramsay asked clearly angry.

"You won't believe anything I say," Jon responded "why bother telling you anything!"

Ramsay walked towards Theon. Jon looked at Ramsay as he walked away from him. Even though he had talked to Theon an hour before, he had no idea as to how he was going to force himself to watch him be tortured.

Ramsay started to hurt Theon... He had stabbed, broken his finger, and punched him several times making him scream in agony. For Jon it felt like an eternity before he heard Theon say he was Reek. Jon hadn't noticed that he was crying when Ramsay said "Look at that, you're crying, Jon."

Jon wiped his tears away. "You finally got what you wanted." Jon said looking at Theon.

"I got more then I wanted." Ramsay said walking near Jon. "I made you cry."

Jon walked away from him and went to Theon. He hugged Theon an whispered "I'm sorry you had to go through that." Ramsay didn't hear what Jon said. "Thank you for trusting me..."

"Jon stop hugging him." Ramsay ordered.

"I didn't tell Robb anything." Jon lied as he let Theon go.

"He may have known but it wasn't enough for him to save half of his army." Ramsay informed Jon. "His mother, his wife, and him escaped with half of his army but he lost the North. My father died, so what do you think that means?"

"You're not the new King of the North." Jon said as Theon was listening to the conversation.

"No, the new king." Ramsay replied.

"You will never be the king as long as my brother lives!" Jon strongly said.

"You still love him don't you?" Ramsay asked walking to him. "I bet your happy that he's alive." Jon didn't say anything as Ramsay looked at him. "What about Catelyn Stark? Are you angry that she still lives?" Again Jon didn't answer his question and looked away from him. Ramsay was now rubbing his pregnant belly affectionately. "She hurt you before, when you were young. I bet you wanted her dead, then. I heard that Robb's wife is pregnant with his child. Imagine if yours would have lived, Jon, your child would have been the older sibling." Ramsay finished.

Theon knew that Ramsay was trying to torment Jon. He could tell that Jon was in deep emotional pain. Over the time Theon had been here in this room, Jon was the only one who keep him sane. He hated seeing Jon like that in front of Ramsay.

"I had forgotten all about that until you mentioned it earlier." Jon tried to sound strong.

"They hurt you..." Ramsay continued "Why don't you make them feel what you feel?" Ramsay said. Jon stood there as Ramsay left.

After a while, Jon slid down the floor near Theon's tied form and cried silently. Theon let him cry because that's what Jon needed at the moment. After a long minute Jon finished crying. "You know, he he's right... I want Catelyn Stark dead..." he said cruelly.