LOST BOY

Clout Chaser

Jisung's Pov:

It's midnight, I am alone at the studio. Chan and Changbin left early as they were tired they asked me if I'll go with them, but I refused saying that I wasn't tired and also not finished with my work.

The studio was silent as there where no sound except for my breathing, I just finished my work and it's already 3 am. The silence was cut short when a notification on my phone popped up.

( Does Han jisung have anxiety or is it just another marketing technique? Tap to see more...)

I saw it and found the article a bit ridiculous. I mean how could someone fake a disorder for clout... Right?

But Oh boy. I was proven wrong, cause many agreed with it, saying that this kind of technique (clout chasing) is getting more common now, especially with influencers.

I read the article and really found it very hilarious as they we're making up new theories and making up stories, trying to connect things and even accusing me for things not connected to the article just so they can prove point. But to be honest it's more like just them plain on point hating me, rather than what the article is supposed to be.

As I got curious of what our fans would react to this, I scrolled down to the comments.

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I was shocked as there were many fans that agreed with it, saying things that maybe that's not the only fake things I do. They were discussing things to the point of saying that maybe even my closeness to the members was only for show including my  personality. They keep on telling the most stupidest thing I've ever seen. 

I put my phone down and closed my eyes. I was beyond frustrated of what I read. To add on my frustration, there was this unexplainable numbness coursing throughout my body, and it feels like my heart dropped on my stomach. I really don't understand it.

"Ughhhhh!!!! What's with me."
I said as I pack all my belongings I am so frustrated with what I'm feeling.

I went out from the building and checked the weather. It wasn't raining or anything so I decided to just walk. I also thought that it would take my mind off from those frustrating comments. Halfway through my journey I decided that I would visit the park before going home. While heading to the said park I saw a coffee shop which was miraculously open at this hour, I was contemplating wether to get some snacks or not, but yeah who am I to say no to eating when in fact I was hungry and it was also 4 am it's almost breakfast time.....before you say anything, all i want to say is go with the flow:)

I bought coffee and a blueberry cheesecake and went to the park. I found a bench and sat down. It was so peaceful and calming, I should do this more often. I sat there watching the sunrise and then decided to go back to home.

Home, huh .......