LOST BOY

Mean comments

It was morning and I was surprised because of the tears that dried on my face, "maybe I had a sad dream?". I got up from my bed and took a shower. This time I decided to wear an oversized hoodie for no reason. After dressing up as I went out of my room and saw no members, I decided to call them.
Ring~~ Ring~~Ring~~

Hello Chan hyung, where are you guys?

We're here at the studio, oh right we left you because you aren't waking up and we we're getting late for dance practice, and lastly get here fast because we're going to go vlive later.

Oh.. okay hyung I'll be there quickly bye...

   Call ended

I put my phone in my pockets why did they leave me? I thought. Never mind I have to get there fast.

Time Skip~~

I got there and they were about to start the live. " Finally your here we were about to start the live without you" " what took you so long" said jeongin and chan said " Sorry it was traffic, by the way lets start the live?" I replied still a bit panting. "Yeah let's start we don't want to make our stays wait" said seungmin.

Step out we are stray kids we all said in unison felix greeted them with his sunshine energy, chan was promoting our songs, jeongin was talking about something, and hyunjin, seungmin, changbin and I were reading comments while clowning chan while he's speaking. After reading the comments I started to joke around to lighten the atmosphere. I got tired so I sat down and got back to reading comments. At first the comments I read are compliments mostly for the other members of course there was compliments about me too, but... Majority of the comments directed to me are criticizing about how loud I was, How I was always taking the center, about how ugly and fat I look in my outfit, I was a bit sad but I distracted myself by just sitting down and doing nothing, I stopped reading the comments and only talk while needed.

After the live ended it was already 1 pm, so the members started to order the food, " Jisung-ah what is your order" minho asked " I think I'll just have salad hyung" I replied "okey got it" after hyung ordered the food I opened my phone and went to twitter. There were many stays who edited some parts of our live earlier  wow their fast I thought, I kept scrolling and saw a post saying Jisung was is so lazy, he didn't even talk on the live earlier I went to the comments section and saw many more comments criticizing not only about laziness but also other things.
I stopped scrolling when the food was delivered. When I started eating I was surprised by how hungry I was then I realized I didn't have anything for breakfast, but despite being hungry I still wasn't able to finish even a half of the salad.

After we finish eating danceracha went to the dance studio, Seungmin and Jeongin went to their vocal lessons and we 3racha went to our studio.

Time went by really fast and it was already midnight chan hyung and changbin hyung decided that it was enough and was time to go home" Han-ah are you staying still?"  "Yes hyung I eant to finish these song, don't worry I'll be back to the dorm after this" "okey if you say so" and then they left

I was finished working with the song and I was walking back to the dorm. I look up to the sky and observed the moon. There is something that really makes me mesmerized by the moon.

When I arrived at the dorm, Silently walked and went to my room . As I was freshing up I saw a blade in the bathroom " who in their right mind would put a blade on the room?" I mumbled. As I was about to go out the bathroom I looked back to the blade and I theres this whispering comming from the back of my head.... Suddenly the blade was so captivating.

I picked up the blade and let my intrusive thoughts win.