Aurelia

29 - mission

Aurelia

I left Aaron's office not soon after and went with Ice to get a strawberry milkshake.

And I think I should have reconsidered being Ice.

"You guys act like a married couple."

I just gave him the ARE YOU FOR REAL LOOK
"When no then. We are literally married"

Ice chuckles "that's doesn't matter. I haven't seen Aaron like this ever before."

I dramatically make a surprised look
"I guess you were blind back then."

"Fuck off."

"No" I give his a cheeky smile

"You both have fallen in love."

For some strange reason that particular sentence makes me feel all weird.

What. it can't be ?

He hates me. Me and Him . I and him

Wait no that's-

"You and Aaron are just denying your feelings."

I raise my eyebrows
"What no-"

"Aurelia on a serious note YOU make HIM and BETTER person."

Ice emphasises each word making sure that it sits in my head.

I take it all in but it's absolutely impossible.

I don't realise when but we have already arrived at the dessert restaurant.

We decide to just go drive through and get two strawberries milkshakes and some large cookies.

After we finished the milkshakes and the cookies which tasted absolutely amazing, Ice had to drop me home since he had to go attend a meeting.

I said bye to Ice and went straight to my bedroom.

I strip of my clothes and changed into a hoodie and some leggings.

I then brush my teeth and wash my face with cold water. I look into the mirror and see my reflection and all it defines is broken.

I'm broken

Aaron deserves better he really does.
I'll never live up to meet his expectations never.

I can feel the tears wanting to drop. I rub my eyes and brush my hair quickly.

I leave my hair out and head to my bed. I fall backwards and allow all my thoughts to consume me whole.

Aaron

"Ice shut the mouth."

"Okay okay I'm sorry bro."

No he's not

"Go to the meeting room I'll be there."