Aurelia

35 - first kiss

Aurelia

Cough* COUGH *

"For fuck sake both of you move away from each other." Ice shouts irritated.

I immediately push Aaron away and turn around to face Ice. He has a disgusting look plastered on his face with a cheeky grin.

"What." Aaron grunts

His voice sends electricity through my whole body.

My tummy is going crazy with a whole zoo inside it.

What is happening to me ??

"Wow Aaron I'm just trying to be a good friend and this is how you repay me." Ice places a hand on his chest as if he's hurt by Aaron's words.

Aaron rolls his eyes and cuss at him.

I'm too unfazed to hear what their commotion is about.

His lips
Those soft lips were on mine

Aaron's lips

AARON FUCKING KISSED ME
AARON KISSED AURELIA

Me
HE KISSED ME

Ew what is WRONG WITH ME!!

I can feel my cheeks heat up and my heart feels like it's about to explode.

I really hope I don't look like a whole strawberry right now.

I feel electricity run through my veins.

"Aurelia?"
"Hello come back to earth." Ice laughs

"Hey Aurelia are you okay?" Aaron's voice brings me back.

Unable to say anything I just nod my head at him.

I literally want to scream and jump around.
He was my first kiss and I certainly believe I'll never regret it.

2 days later

Aaron came back 2 days ago and he's been on bed rest. But BELIEVE ME when I say that he made it much harder than it should have been.

Like how can one complicate something this much.

Every single day I would have to drag him back to his bed from the gym.

Yes the FUCKING GYM.

I don't know what's wrong him.

"Aurelia for fuck sake I need to go."

"No" I simply shrug at him

"What do you mean No. are you fucking testing my patience."

I sigh in sharply "no"

"What the fuck Aurelia. I can't do this with you."Aaron removes the blanket and gets up to leave.

I immediately block his way.

"Don't." He hisses

"No."

"I have a meeting Aurelia for Gods sake let me go."

I huff and shake my head.

I don't realise when but Aaron's hands are wrapped around my waist. My breathing hitches and I suck in a deep breath.

"What was that bellissima." He whispers in my ear.

Unable to reply I stay frozen and look down.

Aaron brings his hand under my chin and tilts my head to look at him.

"Are you shy bellissima."

UGH that nickname. Makes me feel things I shouldn't be feeling.

Aaron places me on the bed and brushes his lips against my right cheek. He stops at my ear.
"You're going red like a strawberry bellissima."

I shake my head and push him away. "No I'm not."
I roll my eyes at him and fold my arms across my chest.

"You look hot when you angry." Aaron say with a smirk on his face.

"Aaron shut up." I stomp my feet on the floor annoyed.

Aaron have this smirk plastered on his face and gosh he looks good.

"Aurelia on a serious note, I need to leave." He says softly.

I nod my head and make my way outside his room. I really shouldn't be anywhere near him.

I don't know what's wrong with me?!

I'm playing with fire. Fire which will burn everyone around me including myself. What just happened should have never happened. We are getting way to close and that isn't right. It's absolutely wrong. We shouldn't have kissed. I should have pushed him away. It's ALL MY FAULT.

It's always is.

I need to keep my distance. I really need to.

I know I said that Aaron was my first kiss and I was certain I wouldn't regret it but maybe I was wrong. Maybe I do regret what happened between us. Maybe.

I ignore my thoughts and go outside. I know I should have stopped Aaron but I'm scared. I'm scared whenever he's near. I'm scared because happy moments have never lasted for me. I'm scared because if I get too caught up I'll never want to leave ever.

And the plan has also been to escape this mafia life because it destroys you.

Should I start this book again.

I want to give you all a real ending and not just leave you all on a hanger so lmk