The Black Phone Oneshots 📞💜

missing you </3

missing you.
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rinney
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It's been one month, one month since Finney's 'best friend' Robin died. that month, has been the worst month of his whole entire existence. Most days he didn't want to get out of bed, but he did, for his sister Gwen. But the day he lost Robin, he also lost himself, he will never ever be the same, especially because there was something he never got to tell him.
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It was a Monday morning, Finney had school, but he was laying in his bed, staring at the ceiling, with bags under his eyes, he hadn't slept in days, maybe weeks, he couldn't keep track anymore. He didn't want to see the nightmares, the trauma that the Grabber caused. Finney killed the Grabber, but it didn't kill the memories, the trauma, the shit Finney has to deal with. The Grabber took his best friend away. The one person who was his home, his safe place, his favorite person. Now he is grieving that loss. And he isn't grieving well. He would do anything to see Robin again. Anything.
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His thoughts got interrupted by Gwen running in the room "Finney!! You have to get up, school starts in 20 mins and you know it takes a while to walk!" she said out of breath from running around the house. "Do I have to go today? I don't feel well." he rubbed his eyes sitting up and looking at his sister. Gwen sat on his bed and looked at him "I know you're struggling, but Robin would want you to keep going." she said in a solemn tone. A tear ran down his cheek "It's so hard without him Gwenny, I can't do it. " She wrapped her arms around Finney bringing him into an embrace. "You can, you take it day by day." He just hugged her without replying for a few moments. He pulled away getting up and going to the bathroom to go get ready. Gwen went to go get his backpack for him, and then he got out of the bathroom, and they walked to school.
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On the walk to school, Finney stopped staring at Robins house. Gwen noticed and glanced at him stopping with him. "I used to go to his house a few times a week, to help him with math homework." He paused for a moment and chuckled. "It wasn't really math homework most of the time." His sister looked at him with a raised eyebrow "That sounds kinda-" Finney turned pink " I-I didn't mean it like that Gwen!! " He said starting walk again, he was quite flustered. "Are you sure you guys were just friends?" She looked at Finney. Hearing the word 'were' shattered his heart into a million pieces, and he went quiet for a few minutes than looked at her. "I never got to tell him." he looked at the ground. She looked at him confused, "Tell him what?"

"That I was in love with him. "
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Finney and Gwen got to school, they went their separate ways when the bell rang. Finney had to go to math. Which had memories for him, obviously. He sat down in his desk, and put his head down, and he shut his eyes for a moment, and Robin came into his head. He has 1000 thoughts, all of them, are him. Tears came to his eyes. He got up and walked out without a word. Everyone was staring at him, but he didn't give a shit. He quickly walked to the bathroom and locked himself in a stall and started sobbing. He didn't care if anyone heard him. He didn't care about anything or anyone. Except Gwen. Gwen was always there, and he loved her so much. But he often felt like a bad brother, and a burden to her. He was this depressed person that she had to pick up all the time, and take care of him. But he was supposed to be that for her. But when Robin died, he had a lot of trouble living. These are the thoughts that come to his head as he cries until he physically cannot anymore. His eyes are red and super puffy, he unlocked the stall and went to wash his face off. He stood there, seeing the memory.
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"Hey Finn, what's happening?"
Finney swore he heard that again, but he saw when Robin stood up for him. He saw Robin. He froze and just sat there, then he looked up at the sky. " I miss you Robin. " he said
It's like he felt Robin there, with him, his presence. He walked out of the bathroom and the bell ended up ringing for him to go to his next class and there he went.
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He finished the school day, he got home and he dropped on his bed and just laid there. At that moment, he didn't feel anything. He just felt empty, numb. He was so tired, but he was petrified to sleep. But he ended up dozing off anyway.
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Finney woke up, except he didn't actually. He was in a dream. It looked dark, like the darkness. He was walking around. But than he heard other footsteps, he stopped in his tracks and turned around and saw Robin.