yoonji has been homeschooled since she was seven years old after a terrible incident in elementary school. Now she is eighteen, ready to go back to school just for her senior year.
She wants to experience all of high school in just one year. She had...
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Yoonji POV
After I got home yesterday I ignored my mother's calls to me as we walked inside. I run up the stairs to the bathroom just wanting to scrub and clean myself of the fake blood all over me. I aggressively washed myself seeing the red wash down the drain hoping it doesn't stain my skin.
I must have taken an hour-long shower scrubbing myself until my skin was red all over then I dropped myself on the bed ignoring my phone and dinging with texts and calls until my brother came into my room.
"Hey Noona" he whispered I didn't answer him just curled on my bed facing away from him "Do you wanna talk about?" He asked again.
"No I don't" I whispered covering myself with a blanket "Go away Jungkook" I added
"Noona you can always talk to me remember I'm here for you" he spoke I wasn't facing him as I curled deeper into my bed.
"I don't wanna talk Jungkook I wanna go to sleep so leave my room" I murmured I just feel pathetic and humiliated and I wanna be alone.
"But when stuff like this happens the therapist said you shouldn't keep it in like that... talking about what's on your mind or what's bothering you might make you feel better" he spoke I let out a scoff and sat up looking at him he was standing in the doorway.
"Are you serious right now??" I snapped at him making him flinch "I don't wanna fucking talk about it! You and Eomma making a big deal out of it for no damn reason!! This didn't happen because I'm trans it happened because those girls are dicks! So do as I say and get the hell out of my room and leave me the hell alone!!!" I hissed at him he stood there with wide eyes I mean Jungkook is only 16 and he is almost 6 ft tall and works out a bunch but he is still just a kid.
"I-I'm sorry...I'll leave" he whispered and he turned on his heels and closed the door behind him. I kinda felt bad for yelling at him but I didn't chase after him I just hugged my knees sniffling.
Jungkook and I always have gotten along and never fought much only a hand full of times but what just happened made a memory come back to me.
~flashback to seven-year-old Yoonji~
I was sniffling into my Toy Story bed sheets after getting home from the hospital my little body was sore and it hurt to move. I was attacked today in school by some boys in my grade.
It was picture day in school and all I wanted to do was look pretty in my pictures my mom bought me a new shirt for it.
It was pink and had white daisies all over, it was long sleeve and I could wear it with some jeans I planned a whole outfit. I saw it in the store and thought it was the prettiest shirt I have ever seen and I begged my mom to buy it for me and when she did I was so excited to wear it to school.
All day the other students whispered about me throwing me dirty looks but I ignored them the best I could.... until recess came around with my nightmare.
