Letter thirty seven: I hate it when you make me like this, I know I could do so so much better than your stupid exes if you let me. Just guide my hands and I'll do anything, anything. I just need to feel you inside, I'll tear my insides out for you just to feel your touch. Soak me darling, make me feel all the things you said you would-take me all day and all night and I will beg for more. Touch me. Touch me. PLEASE just do something. I can't take it I need you to make me scream relentlessly for you, fuck me dry til there's no cum left in me, leave hickeys you know only you can see. Leave marks on my inner thighs while I shriek in pleasure, call me yours while I bite your collarbone and I'll give you a nickname to sing. We can go back and forth all night, I'll make you my slut and you make me your good boy, just let me prove how much better I am. ILL BE BETTER THAN THEM, ALL OF THEM.
Letter thirty eight: wow mood change, anyways I wish you would actually listen to the playlist I made for you because you think it's cute when I say a song reminds me of you BUT EVERY SINGLE SONG ON THAT PLAYLIST REMINDS ME OF YOU EXCESSIVELY. Okay I get it you love depressing shit, BUT STILL, it would mean a lot to me because I put my heart and soul into curating my playlists 😭🫶
Letter thirty nine: no seriously you can see the lyrics to every song and just think of me imagining you because no matter what the song in question is that's how it went. Like I'm not even directly talking to you rn and I feel like I'm not being taken seriously
Letter forty: *in pirate voice* AY SO ITS TORTURE YA WANT MATEY? No but really, let me chain you in handcuffs and touch you without letting you do anything. I'll hold up your chin and make you beg for me on your knees, bend you over and fuck your insides out, because after all that's what good fucktoys do right? They let me scrape every inch of their body with my tongue til they cry of pleasure and pain, they let me stretch their limits further than they know, and most of all they behave for me. Maybe I'll buy you a shock collar for you one day, and maybe even write a little nickname on it-that sounds thrilling to me:)
