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𝑺𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒔 (𝒔𝒏𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒚)

Harry's POV

Love, tell me why'd you leave? Where'd you go? I should've known that I'm low and now you wanna watch me bleed out. Lately I've been praying for death. The moment, when you had told me how you feel had broken my heart and now only scars are left.

I'm laying on the ground with a bullet in my chest. I'm bleeding out slowly. I'm dying slowly.

You said you needed peace in your head. I know your heart was broken, so I gave you a part of mine. But you stole it from me coldly. And now I have no one to hold me.

I lost my pain but also lost my soul. I had lost my mind and then I lost control.

Severus, tell me, why'd you leave me? Where are you? And now you wanna watch me bleed out. Because of you and for you.

I've got a love story. Wanna hear it?

It's about a bit that was so unstable that no one used to come near him.

Until he met a man that wasn't scared of him. He didn't know this love was toxic, so he wrote his last letter.

But the man left him for another boy and his life was gone in a second.

He looked at his life timidly and he started living reckless.

He was giving all of him to his man, wondering every single night if, because of this, this man will ever miss him.

But it wasn't enough and he couldn't understand it.

So he took a breath and said goodbye to the world.

This boy was me. Are you surprised?

Snape, why'd you left me here? Where'd you go? And now you watch with happiness how I'm bleeding out.

All that is left now are scars.