Wish that I could start again
but we know I would fail again
I would do the same thing again
repeat and repeat all over again.
I know the sun rises every day
even if we can't see it's true colors
"this time I will make it" I say
but I find it so hard to fly, to try.
Giving up seems so easy
but my thoughts keep being noisy
How do I mute them?
How to sleep with them?
There's a part in me
who wants to keep trying
who wants to keep fighting
who wants to walk even when it's raining.
I hear whispers in my ears
it repeats and repeats
it fails and fails
it's words are sweet
Should I hear?
Should I remain in silence?
Should I follow them?
Should I start over again?
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Insomnia
PoetryLet me touch the sky, have a sleepover with the stars and a deep conversation with the moon. Because feelings need to be clarified, thoughts need to be expressed and words are the connection between distanced hearts.