His Little Baddie

Chapter 6

Maya's POV 🐝💫

"Awwww hes such a momma's boy ," i laugh causing him to roll his eyes

"Well you look like a daddys girl , you and your spoilt ass , really feel sorry for your nigga and the ....," i interrupt him

"Lets not forget you could be walking home right now yeah ?" Who does he think hes talking to like that what the fuck ?
Feel bad for the hoes waiting inline to date this nigga .
And hes so sweet when hes on the phone with his momma , bet she dont know the shit her son be doing in these streets .

"My apologies mama , i aint mean all of that , im just frustrated is all ," he sighs like that sorry ass apology damn near killed him .

"Were in a traffic jam , we have all the time in the world , whats bothering you ," i ask trying to sound sympathetic .

"You talked about my dad and shit , i just feel like i have such big shoes to fill , he was that guy,  and then theres just me , bet he never had to worry about dumb shit like being perfect , everybody just says he was the shit ,"

"He was human too Jay im sure he hurt too and he was just as insecure as you are , noone is ever really perfect ," i sigh

"Well momma says he was , so he was , sometimes i feel like she just wants me to be like him and i dont know if i can do that for her ," he says "i dont know if i can even run his shit honestly, "

"Well your young , i dont think anyone expects you to have your life figured out yet ,"

"No i have my shit figured out , i just wanna talk to the nigga who killed my dad and broke my mommas heart ," he clenches his jaw .

"Hmmm aint he some hard ass gangster or some shit , your just gonna get yourself killed , no offense ," i eye him

He shakes his head and laughs "you think im afraid to die for the people i love ? You must be fucked up for real ,"

"You hood niggas are all the same , steady screaming youd die for the gang and do hard time for each other ," i roll my eyes " like yall have real families and people who care about and you just gamble witcho lives i mean look what happened to your dad ," i say the last part and instantly regret .

"Yall females are all the same , thinking yall know my dads story , he was shot , he wasnt even armed , he just wanted to protect the lil family he was starting with my momma and then hes life got cut short,  hows that on him ," he huffs "wasnt your dad a gangster too Travaughn what not , you aint sitting here judging him for shit he did , he cleaned up his act and had a kid now hes  some saint ? " another breath "so excuse me if i wanna find the guy who killed my dad and ask him what the fuck he did to deserve it , make it seem like im tryna pull triggers or some shit, "

Damn i really pissed this boy off this time , but he has a point , i just dont know how were finna make it through the rest of this car ride together after that .

                          Tjay's POV 🎤🎼
                                    2021

"You wanna go get something to eat or no ?" I ask kissing May on the cheek as she buckles her seat belt.

"You act like you dont know what im tryna eat ," she winks .

"Haha very funny , you know we're going straight to the studio after this ," i sigh

"I know baby im messing with you , ill come over tonight ," she smiles and i smile back " yeah but dont be getting any ideas , we finna watch After and cuddle and shit so we should probably get snacks after we go eat ,"

"We not finna just cuddle , "

" i said and shit ,"

"Whats and shit ?"

"The stuff that comes after cuddling, dont be dumb ," she rolls her eyes .

"What comes after cuddling ?"

"And shit ,"

" Damn you play too much shordy , " i say and she laughs .

"Tell me about your day daddy ," she smiles , yeah shes getting fucked tonight.

"Its been stressful to keep it a stack with you , the record label wants me to be done my album in the next three weeks and its just so much pressure ," i sigh " they think i can do what Polo and all these other rappers are doing but i dont think im cut out for it ,"

"And they think thats all i have going on in life but i have a lil wifey who needs attention too and id rather chill with shordy than spend the day at the stu ," 

"You love shordy that much huh?"

"More than," 

"Well lets go the stu , then you can sing the stress off and then you can use my chest as a pillow and ill help you get through it , " she leans over and pecks my lips then intertwines our fingers .
Love of my life for real

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AN

Its really been a while lol idek if ppl still wanna read this book but im finna be updating anyways ❤️