Heartbreak

second nine weeks in high school chapter 2

on Monday the first day of second nine weeks of high school and this morning when I had gotten to school and when Luke had gotten there and he doesn't get there till late now and when he had come in he seen me and I see him but I wasn't sure if it was actually him and until I had seen his face it was him and once I seen him he looked away because he seen the I seen that he was looking at me and after the classes are over and we go to lunch and when I'm at lunch they have different sides that have different food and me and my friend Kelly we went to the right line and then we switch to the left line and when me and Kelly were in the line then he was in the other line and when me and Kelly had switched again she had walked past him and that she didn't even see him and that he was right there and that you can easily see him and recognized him and I was still looking at him when me and Kelly had switch the line and he seen me when we had walked past him and I think that he knows that I had freaked out and that I had gotten caught off guard by him for the rest of the day of school and then the next day was on a Tuesday morning and we all had test that day and I was really tired but when we had to leave where we were all at and when the bell had rang we had to go to where we were testing but Luke didn't get there yet he was late and I didn't get distracted in the morning and after we had the classes again we had lunch and during lunch or it was actually when I was going to lunch he was leaving and I'm guessing that he had gotten singed out that day and during lunch and the whole day I'm wondering where he is at and why I haven't seen him at all yet and on the next day on an Wednesday and when I had gotten to school and when he had gotten there I had seen him coming through the door and then I turned around and I think he seen and looked at me and I had seen him go upstairs where everyone is always at until class starts and when he had sit down and his friends was blocking his way and after they had all moved he had looked at me and he seen that I was also looking at him as well too and after I had seen him looked at me he had turned away and then he had talked to his other friends and he was talking to them and that he was also still looking at me and then after we had all of the classes me and my friend we were in the line for lunch and he was on the left side and me and Kelly were on the right and when he was on the left side of the line he was looking for someone and when he had seen me in the other line he had stopped looking so I'm guessing that it was me who he was looking for and then when me and Kelly were still in the line because the line was so long and he had threw his food away and I think that he had seen him and he had left to wherever he was at and he had come to the classes and after we all had the classes the day was over and on Thursday when you had to go to your class before you had went to your last class you hear Luke's friend talking about him and telling his ex-girlfriend about what he had did in his class and that he was his girlfriend and that he was the one who had cheated on her and that's why they had broken up and on Friday everyone is roomer around that me and Luke are dating even if were not and that you don't know why because you don't know if he had said anything or that someone is making it up or he might has told his friends that and then on Friday during lunch before your class had starts and when your class was starting you had to find your friend boyfriend and when you were passing each other and after he had walked by you ended up looking at him and then he looked at you when you had walked by and you both see each other looking at each other after you both had walked by and when I was going to my class he had looked at me and I was trying to hide from him but I didn't and then I see him and then he had waited until he had seen me and when you see him and he sees you and your both looking at each other and he doesn't stop looking at you until you go to your next class and before you had gotten in your class you had gotten distracted in the class and that you had almost forgotten your backpack as well and when you had went in your class and you sat down and you see him walked by and you see him and he seen you and that both of you have looked at each other but after he sees you looking at him then he looks away and then he walks by again and he had seen and looked at you and he didn't stop looking at you until he had pass your class and you see him as well when he had walked by again and when you see him you see him again and you're going to your next class and he's coming from gym and that class is close to your next class and when you see him and he seen you and that you both looked at each other for 20 seconds or more and you were the one who had looked away first but he didn't look away first you did and that you were trying to get in your class but you didn't you had ended up getting distracted again by him and then you ended up getting distracted again after you left that class and after the week was over and that you are starting the week all over again and on Monday when you had gotten to school Kelly texted you and that you both had talked and you tell her that you need to talk to her about something and that it has to do with Luke and you told her to see if she can find out who is rumoring it all over the school but she won't because she doesn't want to be a spy and that it is too early in the morning and that it's Halloween as well and Monday during lunch you see him looking for somebody again and he sees you and after he had seen you he keeps talking to his friend and his friend looks for you and he sees you and he tells Luke because I'm guessing that Luke asked where you are at and that he didn't see you and that you had kept looking that way and towards him and you kept looking at him and when you all were in your line for lunch and he walks behind you in the line and you didn't see him but he had seen you and then when he had walked out you seen that it was him because you can recognize him and you could tell because of his backpack and the problem is also why you are confused because of him and for some reason that he had walked behind you and that he could have actually walked behind someone else but for some reason he had to have walked behind you and when you see that it was him you tried to get where you can't see him and that he sees you and then when someone they had called out his name because I'm guessing that they somehow know that that's my weakness when it comes to him or when anything has to do with him and when he had turned away he seen you and you see him and when he had seen you looking at him but he looks at you first because he thought that it was him who had called out his name but it wasn't and after you had gotten your lunch you start freaking out and you tell Kelly during lunch and after that day on an Tuesday and you had your classes before lunch and during lunch and after you had eaten then you go to the school clinic because your shoulder hurts and you don't know why and they give you ice and you put it on and During lunch then you go where everybody hangs out at and your friend Kelly boyfriend brother wants to say something and you want to hear it and he says that she's in the gym and when you looked for her you see Luke and he sees you and you actually bump into someone and when Kelly's boyfriend had seen her then we both went in and talk to her and Luke seen me again and I had seen him and when I was in there he was on his phone and he had his face and his phone covered because I was in there and that he didn't do that when I was in there and I'm guessing that it had something to do with me or that it was something on his phone that had to do with me and when I had left I could tell that he was looking at me and I had left before class had start and that I left there so I won't have to stay in there with him and when the bell rings for the class and when he was in the hallway he had looked and when he seen you he had left and that him and his friend had seen you and they both see you and when you're talking to a boy he sees that and then he gets jealous and that you can tell that he was and when you're going to your class you see that he's in the hallway talking and when he sees you he gets behind you and I'm guessing that he was waiting for you to come and that he was talking to his friends that he was getting jealous over you and when you are in the hallway waiting to go to your next class you see him going to class and for some reason he Gose beside you and you don't know why and he hears what had happened to your shoulder and when that class is over your shoulder starts hurting a lot worst and you go to your class and when Luke walked he sees you and he looks at you and you see him but once you seen him you looked away because of how bad your shoulder hurt and you go back to the clinic and they put the ice up because it's making your shoulder hurt worst and then they had called your mom and you had to go get your things from your class but the door was locked you had to asked another teacher to unlock it and you get your stuff and Luke's friend hears you because your telling your friend that you don't want Kelly to know about it and that you're going home because of your shoulder but you didn't mean Kelly you were talking about Luke and you couldn't say anything because of his friend and he will tell him and you stay in the clinic until you get singed out and when everyone is in there last class you asked them if you want to wait in the office because you want to see Luke before you leave and you leave when everyone is going to their last class and you see Luke and you think he seen you but you don't know for sure and on the next day on a Wednesday you tell Kelly that you're not going to school that day and that the whole day you were sleeping and for some odd reason that you had a feeling that Luke was worried about you because of how he looked at you the other day and that you feel like that he's been asked Kelly why I'm not there and that he keeps asked Kelly what's wrong because you think that for some reason that you feel like he's worried about you but you don't know for sure though and that you just have a weird feeling about it and that you feel like he actually cares about you but you don't know for sure and that tomorrow is Thursday and that since your shoulder still hurts and that you can't move it a lot because of how it hurts and that is also swollen a bit as well and that you can't do a lot with your arm or shoulder because you have to be careful of it and that you told Kelly that you will be going to school but not about how your shoulder is swollen and that you can't move it a lot because it will make the shoulder hurt more if you move it and that's why you're keeping your jacket on all day tomorrow because of how it hurts and that it's swollen as well and on the next day of school and it's Thursday and you go back to school and when you get there you have a bunch of people starting at you and they all keep looking at you because of what had happened on Tuesday and why I wasn't at school on Wednesday because of my shoulder and on Thursday during my class after my first class and everyone was really loud and I had a huge massive headache and I had to go see if I can't get an aspirin and when I was going there I had seen Luke's friend and I'm guessing that he had told Luke about it and then you had to go in the next door the class that is next door and you had to stay in there because it's quite for now and then I had to go back because were about to go to lunch and during lunch you get another huge headache again during lunch and when you go where you and your friends eat lunch at Luke was in there and he didn't leave until for a while and he was in there because he had knew that i was there and that I was back as well and that the only reason that he's in there is because you are there and that he wants to be where you are at and that you are son confused about how he feels about you and that you don't know how he feels about you and that you feel like he does have feelings for you and when you were in there he had heard about the huge massive headache during lunch and when you were looking at him he was looking at you as well and that it had actually seems that he actually dose care about you and that he just won't show it and during lunch when he was going to his class and for some reason he had walked by me and before the classes had start him and his friend were in the gym and his friend had seen me because Kelly had wanted me to find her boyfriend and you didn't feel good either and his friend had probably told Luke that he had seen you and that Luke knows and when we were all going to class and for some odd reason that he had walked by me where I was at and for some reason everywhere I am at he is always there and that he's always going by me or walking pass me or in front or behind me and I just don't know why or how and that you feel like he dose care about you and that he feels really bad for you and the next day is Friday and you tell your friend that you're not going to school because of your headache and that you don't feel good and for some reason that you keep having the same feelings as you did on Wednesday and that he's asked Kelly and everyone else who I am friends with about how I am doing and that you feel like on Thursday that he's been exited to see you and that you are actually back and that you feel like that he really wants to talk to you about something and about the truth how he actually feels about you but you just don't know yet and that you don't know what to do because that you still have feelings for him and that now that it has been 7 months that I have feelings for him and i feel like that I'm never going To get over him because where I have feelings for him for so long because you think that he's the one and that he's the love of your life because you see a future and your whole life with him forever and that you don't really want to get over or move on from him because you really do think that he is the one and that he's the love of your life and that you're really in love with him and even though that it's been 7 months and that you still have feelings for him and that you haven't gotten over at all yet and you feel like you never will get over him and the next week you only have school 3 days of the week and on Monday since you we're getting sign out and after my 2nd class I had gotten to get breakfast and when I was leaving I had ended up seeing him and then I had dropped everything once I had seen him and he had seen me and that I could not pay attention and that I was distracted for the whole rest of the day and that I was als0 smiling and that I could not stop smiling because of it and that the next day is on an Tuesday and that you don't have school that day and that the day won't be good because you don't have school and that you hate it that you don't now because of your feelings for Luke and that you can't go a day or more then one days you can't go not seeing him and if you don't see him you will ended up going crazy because of and that you haven't even seen him yet but you're actually glad that you do have school on an Wednesday and that you can see Luke and on that day you and you're friend Kelly you're both working on a show that is a YouTube series that I is called marble hornets and that you wanted Luke to be in it and that you had you're friend asked him if he will and he said that he doesn't want to and then Kelly says that she didn't really asked him and then you both had went into the gym and worked on it during lunch and that you had also knew that Luke was in there because you had seen him in there once and then the next day on a Thursday and in the morning during gym when I was playing this game and when I had seen him in there I was distracted and cought off guard and that you didn't play anything because you knew that you would drop it because he's in there and that you will ended up dropping it each time you see him and that you get distracted and that you were hiding the whole time when he was in there and that you we're hiding from behind your friend and that you would hope that he wouldn't see you but he did once when someone had hired him in the head and the other time was when he was leaving and that he had kept looking at for me and that you are so confused about everything and that you don't know what to do about it and that he's confused you about it all and that you don't know why he had kept looking at you and that the next day was a Friday and that you didn't have school that day and then that day on Snapchat and you were on his account on Snapchat and you has actually add him on Snapchat and that both of you are both friends on Snapchat and that all next week when you go back to school you are hiding and avoiding him because of it and that you're on Snapchat and that you keep going and looking at his Snapchat account and that you were also on his Instagram account as well and that you are starring at  him all day and then on a Tuesday you tell your friend Kelly about it and then she had told his friends who he is friends with and that I have classes with them and she told them and now that they know that your both friends on Snapchat and then on Tuesday he wasn't at school and that you had kept looking for him everywhere but he wasn't at the school that day and that you are upset and that you're also in a bad mood because when he is there and when you do see him he always puts you in a good mood every time and that your always happy when he is around you and then on Wednesday when you're in your class and I'm gym class you're playing a game and that you're so tired because where you get up early every day for school and you're really tired because of it and that you also keep thinking about and dreaming about Luke every time and that you weren't sure if he would be there or not and then your friend Kelly texts you and she says did you get distracted yet and then you had said not yet for now why and she says I think that I had seen him this morning and you said is he here and was it actually him and you asked her where and then she had said that she had seen him near mr  Bailey class and that she didn't know for sure if it was him who's here and then you sent her happy emojis faces and the during lunch on an Wednesday during lunch you see him and you can't control yourself now because he's here and that you are so excited and happy that he's here and that he's back at school and that you can't stop smiling because of it all and then you go to gym during lunch and before you had went in there the sophomore was talking to you and that you had told him that he's not going in there because Luke is in there and that you don't want to see Luke ended up getting hurt and then you had went in and that he had already knew that it was you because he knew your voice and that when you had went in you could tell that he was happy to see you and that he was on the first seat because he has wanted to see you and that he had knew that you were coming in there and then when you had walked in his friend says hey Luke there's your girlfriend and you had almost turn around when you heard it but you didn't because you don't want him to know that you had heard it and then when you go where Kelly is at you tell her that you need to talk to her about something and that it had to do with Luke and especially because of what you had just heard when you has walked in there and then he leaves and then you leave after he dose and then you tell Kelly in your class about it and the next day on an Thursday and he had brought his stuff in there during lunch because he always dose that when your in there and because he knows that you eat in there and that he only dose that Thursday and Fridays every time that he dose and the during and that it was actually after and in your 5th class you text your friend Kelly what time dose Luke go to your advisory and that it's actually home base and that you had said that you were going to wait till he dose and then she comes in there in the class and says that I'm done and that she doesn't want to hear about it anymore and that she had kicked you out of the show that you and her were both working on and now your not because you and her aren't friends anymore and that you had texted her in your home base and had told her that you and Kelly aren't friends anymore and that she had kicked you out 0f the show and that you are upset about it because where she had kicked you out of the show and then she says why aren't you friends anymore and then you that she's a BITCH is what she is and then she says well what happened that made you guys not be friends and then you said the same reason as last time because of Luke and that she doesn't want to hear about it anymore  and that you don't know what to do about it on Friday because you have all of them and that she's in a lot of your classes and then you say how she has wanted to talk to you and that you didn't want to so you had just cut her off and that you don't want to hear it from her and that the school is doing a thing for the freshman's only and that you and Kelly are in the same row and that Luke is in the front row and that Kelly is close to him and that you're jealous because of how close she is and that you're both keeping looking at each other and since the whole grade was there you had to be careful and not let anybody see that your both looking at each other and then after the thing is over you try to talk to her and that she didn't want to and then she had put you in a bad mood again and that you were also trying to leave because of Luke and the when you had looked back and then he was behind you and he knew that you knew that he was behind you and the you had continue for the rest of the day and that in the last class when you had gotten back before the bell had rang she had tired talking to you again and that you would not talk to her or let her and then the next day is Friday and that she's in a lot of your classes and in your first class you're talking to your friends in your gym class about it and that before your next class you don't want to go to your next class because of Kelly and that you will be arguing in the class and after the bell has rang you both argue and keep arguing until you agree to help her with the project and that you had told her that you don't want anything to do with her and that this will be the last thing that I do with her and that you don't want to talk to her anymore and then you go to your next class and after that class you argue again and you both argue in all of your classes together and that you had called her a BITCH a couple of times and then you had left the school and then on Monday and that it's thanksgiving week and that you only have school Monday Tuesday and Wednesday and that on Monday when your in your first class and that your gym class is your first and then when you turned around and you see that it's Luke and that after he had sat down you go in the gym hallway and tell your sister and that your freaking out about it and that he's in there and that she says Lol and just be normal and then you tell her how and that you might have actually followed him on Instagram last night and then she says like you always do and All my god and then you say yeah that's hard and that I'm freaking out and that yes I know and that I'm kinda in the hallway of the gym and that you think that he knows and that he had seen you run out and that I'm freaked out and then she had said Lol nothing I can do and then you said then what do I do and then she had said ignore him and then you had said no he's in here and how do I do that if he's in here and that I didn't expect that and then she says Lol you'll be fine and then you say not really and that you didn't think that he would be here and she says I know and then you say yeah you think yeah and that when you are in the gym he keeps looking at you and that he keeps getting close to you and that you're freaking out about it and that you try to hide every time he comes near you or close to you and then when you had left when the bell had rang you had went back and see if he was coming and then you were going to wait for him but you has to go to your next class and that your freaking out in the rest of your classes and for the whole day and now it's lunch and I'm in the gym and he's in there as well and then she says Geez and then you say become they will let people in the gym during lunch and she says right and then you say what and she says Lol funny and then you had said and since I have already eating and that he's in the gym eating and you asked how is that funny and then she says cause he's around you a lot and that you hate it lol and then you had said yeah and yes and no and then she said lol and then you had said and that you were distracted the whole time this morning because where he was in my gym class this morning and that yeah well what do I do about it since he is always around me and then she had said what did ya'll do in gym and then you had said nothing the gym teacher wasn't here and that we had a sub and that you don't know what it means If he's always around you and that Kelly is in there now and that Luke had seen you giving Kelly the stink eye and that you say some times I hate it and that some times I don't and that you can't stop smile during gym this morning and during lunch because of it and then she says yep lol and then you text her again and says I seen him again and then she says where and then you had said in the hallway because me and my teacher and the others had to go where she was at and that he was coming from somewhere and that it was the gym and then you had went into the gym and then she says ohhh and then you had said yeah and that it's not fun or funny and that you don't know what to do about it and that it's not funny and that your already starting to smiling again and that you can't stop smiling and then on Tuesday you text and say we're at lunch and that I'm in the gym and that I had already eaten and that he has well and that he's in here in the gym as well and that he had just come where I'm at  in the gym and that he was near me  and that you have already seen him this morning when you were going to your next class and that he keeps looking at me and then once I looked at him he looked away and that you asked why is he always where I'm at and that you're trying not to smile and that you can't help it and that he had seen you when I had seen him before I had went into my next class and that he had seen me looking for him and waiting for him and then she says you waited for him and then you says yes I did waited for him and then she says oh my and then you had said what and then on Wednesday you text that he's in my gym class again and then she says Geez and then you yeah and that I don't know why he keeps coming where I'm at and that he's always where I'm at and that it's every time and almost everyday and then she says well his teacher is probably not there and that he's probably dispersed and then you say ugh no he has a note that says he can stay in here and then she says Hmmm and then you said what it's not funny and that you don't know what to do about it since he is in here and that you think that he knows what it dose to me when he's in here and that I always get distracted and cought off guard and that he has been here 3 days now and then you text for some reason he had gotten called down to the office for something or for some reason and that you says you're going to have to talk me out of waiting in the hallway so I can see what's going on since he has gotten called down to the office and then you says it's too late now and that you have no idea where he is at because you didn't see him and then it's next week and on Monday you texts and says the class is about to start and then she says is he in there and the you say yes I just seen him and then she says All my god and then you had said what and that this week better not be the same thing as last week and that you don't want him to find out that on last Wednesday how you had went to look for him when he had gotten called down to the office and how bad that would be and then she says well you did and then you says when you we're talking with someone in the hallway I had ended up seeing him and then I had went to the gym and that he had seen me Shias and then you says it's not funny and then she says I think it is and then during lunch you said I ended up running out of pop and that I don't have anything to drink and then she says lol why did you drink all of it and then you say because of who I had seen and that's why and that's what happened  when I always drink it when I always see him and then she says you're crazy and then you say no I am not and that he had seen you again and you seen him again and the same reason as last Tuesday about how you had waited for him before you went in your next class and that you had seen him again when you were leaving home base because he has your home base next class and on Tuesday you test and sat you wanna know what I just realized that in December it will be 8 months that I have feelings for Luke and she said that's a long time and then you says yeah I know and the fact that I can't get over him because where I'm in love with him and that I can't get over him because of how long you have feelings for him and that it's because it's been 8 months that I have feelings for him and that I have tried so many times to get over him and that nothing works and then on Wednesday you text and say I was behind Luke in the lunch line and that I just keep looking and starring at him the whole time and then when I was going to throw my tray away he had came and throw his away and then she says oh my and then you said yes I was trying not to smile and that it's too late and that I can't stop smiling and then she says oh Geez and then you say what it's not funny and that he had seen me when i was waiting for him before I had went in my class and then on Thursday and that he had seen me again and that you had seen him but you didn't really know that it was him until you turned around and that it was him and that you were on your phone while walking in the hallway and that he had seen me again and that he had seen you before your class like you always do now because you always wait for him before you next class everyday and that he had seen you when you were going to lunch and that you can't stop smiling because of it and on Friday and you say your going to have to talk me out of going to see Luke and then you says too late now and that it's not your fault it's because I didn't get to see him this morning because he had gotten here late and that I do have to see him or else I will be going crazy if I don't and then you see him and you can't stop smiling because of it because he is here and that your happy and excited that he is here and that you're freaking out and you say at least here's here now and then you send happy emoji's faces and then she says you're crazy and then you say I'm not crazy and that I had seen him again when I was going to my last class and that I had to look away when I had seen him because I was trying not to smile so he wouldn't find out that I was smiling and trying not to smile but I did for the rest of day I was smiling because of it and after that week and its an different week and now on Monday and that he was in your gym class that morning and that you were freaking out about it and that you were freaking out the whole rest of the day and that you had knew that you were going to be distracted too as well by seeing him because that always always happens when you see him and that when you were in the gym class and when he was in there too you had dropped your breakfast and that you had spilled your milk because if it and that he was in there and that it always happens when he is in there when you are in there or where you are at and that he is always where you are at or that you are always where he is at and that it happens all the time when he is where you are at and that it always freaks you out and that you are always freaking out when you always see him and that after you had spilled your milk to go asked the teacher and since Luke was in there and that he was beside the paper tolls and when you had asked the teacher mr . Derek called Luke ugly and that you were about to tell him to shut up and that you didn't because he was in there and that you also didn't want to risk getting in trouble over it and so that all you just had to do was keep your mouth quit and because of that you hate mr . Derek and that you don't like him, and he isn't your favorite and that he wasn't anyways and that you hate mr  . Derek because he had called Luke ugly and that during lunch you had seen him because he had already gotten his food and that he was going somewhere to eat and since you had already gotten in the line and that you haven't even gotten your lunch and then you do and then the next day you text your sister and saying I think Luke knows about yesterday and how you had almost told mr. derek to shut up after he had told Luke ugly and that the reason that you know that he knows is because you can tell that he doses or that his friends had told him about it or if one of them had read my text and had told him and that you also know for some reason when he is behind you and that you don't know why you know when he  behind  you and that on the next day when you were in the cafeteria you were getting your breakfast and that your friend Kelly had left you there and  that you cannot stand being in the same room as him because you will end up staring and looking at him for 24/7 and that you had ended up running from him and that you had ran in front of him when you were running pass him and that now you can't stop smiling now and that you had just seen him again and that you had seen him when he was going to Lunch and when he was going to class and when he had also left the lunch room and that its not fun and neither is it funny and that you can't stop smiling about that  and then on the next day you were behind Luke and that you were freaking out about that and that when the bell had rang that you had gotten behind him and then that he had went beside your backpack and that he was over there and that is why you didn't go over there because he was over there and that now you can't stop smiling now because of it and that he had seen you waiting for him before you had went into your class and that he had seen you as well and that you always do that every day before you go to your next class and that you always end up smiling every time when you see him and then the next week and that on a Monday  you had just seen Luke and that he had seen you and that now you can't stop smiling now and then on the next day on a Tuesday that Luke was behind you in the breakfast line and that you are freaking out about that and that now you can't stop smiling now because of it and that you did not expect that to happen but you were having dreams about him and that you had dreamed about that and that for some reason that he had actually end up happing and that he did end up getting behind you at the breakfast line and that you did not talk to him because you won't be ablet to hold it together and that you won't be able to stay in control and that you won't be able to stop smiling if you do end up talking to him and that it's not funny and then on the next day you had just seen Luke and that he had just seen you and that you are freaking out and that you can't stop smiling about it and that you had seen him again and that he had seen you as well and that he had seen you again and then you had seen him again and then he had come near you and that you were freaking out and smiling about it and that it was in the hallway and that you had seen him when he was in the class room eating Lunch and then you had seen him when he was done eating and then you had seen him when he was going to his class and that I was in the hallway and that he had come near you and then on the next day you had seen him again and that he had seen you  and that you see him and that he had seen you again and that you can't stop smiling about it and that you had seen him and that he had seen you waiting for him and that you're freaking and smiling about it at the same time and that you did not expect that and that  you are freaking out and that you probably will be for the rest of the whole day and that you're going to dad's this weekend and that now you can't stop smiling about it and then after that week was over and then it's a new week and that you were texting your sister on Monday because you are thing about talking to Luke and that you need to talk to him and asked him what he really feels about you because he is confusing you a lot and that you don't know if he actually dose have feelings for you or not and that you don't know what you are going to say to him and that you will think about it this week and next week since we don't have school any next week because you are all are on Christmas break and that you would think about it during the week on trying to find out what to say about it and that you will be thinking about it and since you don't go back to school till January the 4th is when you all go back to school and on Tuesday you had gotten your breakfast and that you were waiting till he Gose to his class to get more orange juice because you can't stay in the same room as him and that you are freaking the hell out about it and then during lunch after you had ate in mr.hill and that you were going to the gym during lunch and when you are going pass by the heath/dance class and that you always look that way because of who is in there and that Luke is in there and that he always eats in there and then on a Wednesday you had gotten to school late because you had a doctor's appointment and that you were still in gym and that you were going into there and that Kelly had asked what class were going to be in and that you had told her the class where going to be in and that you tell her that you will be going to the gym during lunch after you eat and that you would stay in the gym till the bell rings because of who has him next and since Luke had him then you stay in the gym till the bell rings to see Luke and then after you had eaten you had went with Kelly  so she can give her assignments to the teachers and that one of them was the heath class and that since Luke is in there you gave her 20 seconds on telling her that you aren't going in there because he is in there and then you had change your mind less then 10 seconds because you always want to be where he is at and then he was staring at you when you had come in there and that you could tell that he was staring at you the whole time you were in there and then after you had left the dance class you almost dropped your friends stuff and that you almost slip and fell and that you had forgotten that you had your backpack on and then you weren't sure if you still had your phone or not and then you go to the gym and after the class was over then you go to your advisory for home base and that when you and Kelly are going to your advisory then you see Luke and that he is there and that you had walked pass by him and that you are freaking the hell out because of it and then on the next day on a Thursday and during breakfast you go to your class and that you leave Kelly in there by herself and then when you were leaving and then you see Luke's friend and then Kelly is making you go back and that you don't want to go back not until he Gose to his class and then you had went anyways and then when you had walked in you see Luke and that you had kept looking and staring at him 24/7 and that you were also smiling and then you had realized that you were staring at him while you were smiling when you had seen him and that you were looking at him while you were smiling and after you had realized it then you try to stop smiling but you can't and when you had also walked in was that you had forgotten what Kelly needed you go back in there for something but you don't remember it because you had gotten distracted by Luke and then during lunch when you were in the hallway after eating then Kelly stays in the hallway because she is waiting for Jacoub and then Luke comes and you see him and that you stare and look at him till he Gose back to the room and when he and his friends where coming from somewhere and that you were talking to Kelly about wanting to go back to mr , hill and that she didn't because you don't want to stay in the hallway because of the heath class and that Luke is in there and that when you had turned around you see him and that he was listing to you and that he had heard you and then once you turn around and see that its him and then you had quit and shut up and stop talking and then after your class was over and that you didn't have to go to advisory then when you turned around you see him and then you start to go to the gym and then when you and Kelly are walking in the hallway and that he's there and when Kelly is talking to you then you just keep looking back and look at Luke and then it was over and then after the next class was over then you get on the bus and when the bus is passing by the high school football thing and you see Luke so many times and that you know he had seen  you because he had kept looking back and then you had kept smiling about it and then on the week of Christmas break and then you know that when you go back to school that  you are going to be going crazy because you haven't seen Luke and that you won't be able to see him when you go back to school and that you know that Kelly will have to control you the whole day because you know that you may actually end up talking to him that week  and that she will have to keep you from going to the heath class and from talking to Luke because you know that you won't be able to because you will be smiling when you go so you know that when you are heading to the 3rd nine weeks after the Christmas break and that you know that someone is going to have to control you the week because of Luke and that you won't be able to see him till Lunch and Afterwords and during advisory and that someone will have to control you for the day and for the whole week because of it and that you haven't see Luke and that you know that you're still in love with Luke.