Heartbreak

3rd nine weeks of high school chapter 3

the first day back at school after not being at school for 12 days because you were on Christmas break and that you could not sleep at all last week for some reason and that on Tuesday night you couldn't sleep because you were so happy so that you can see Luke and then when you had went to your 1st class of the 3rd nine weeks and that you go upstairs 3 times so that you could see Luke because one of his classes is upstairs and that you know all of his classes and that you had went upstairs so that you could see him because you could not wait to see him and that you would not wait for 4 hours till Lunch to see him and that when you had went upstairs to see him and that you had seen him and that he didn't see you and that you had seen him and that you have also decided to talk to him that week because you haven't been to school in 12 days and that you say when you decided to talk to him and that you would say when you talk to him

Luke 

I think you may already know that I will be talking to you about something and that I just have to asked you something and that I just wanted to know if you even do have feelings for me because I don't know for sure because you're confusing me and that you would tell him more about your feelings for him and that how he makes me laugh and how he makes me smile and that he always puts me in a good mood every time that you see him or if you hear his name or if you are even in the same room as him 

and that you don't know and that you probably think that it would be one day this week and that theirs a good chance that it would be today maybe but you don't know and that you had went back upstairs because you wanted to see him again for the 3rd time and that the first time was when you had went in gym class when you had first gotten there and then that the second time that you had went up was because you went back up there after a few minutes and then that the 3rd time was when you had went upstairs again to see him again and the end of your class and then that during lunch you know that he knows that you know that he knows that you had went upstairs during your 1st class to see him because you haven't been to school in 12 days and that you were so happy to see him when you had come back from Christmas break and that you know because he had walked past by you and that you didn't talk to him because of everyone who was in the hallway during lunch and that you would have talked to him because you had forgotten that it was during lunch and that you're class was about to start and that you were going to talk to him but you didn't because of everyone who was there in the hallway and that you didn't want to talk to him Infront of everybody because you know that people would be listening and that they would also be taking photos and videos of you and him talking and that you could not stop smiling because of it and that it always happens every time when I always see him and that you know that he knows that he knows that you had went upstairs in the morning during first class so you can see him because he had walked past by you and that his friend had told him about it and then the next day on a Tuesday in the morning when you had went and get breakfast after one of your classes then when you go to breakfast and that you see Luke coming and that you had seen him and that he had seen you and that you had gotten behind him in breakfast and that you were freaking out and that you could not calm down because of it and then he had moved upfront because he had seen you and that he knew that you could not calm down if he was in front of you and then you had calm down when he had moved up front and then during lunch he had come to lunch early like you do during lunch and that you had come early like you do and that when you had first seen him walked past by once you had seen him your eyes went huge and that they were dilated too because of it and then he had come back and then he had gotten his food and since you were freaking out about it and that he had gotten his lunch first and that you were wanted to get your food because he was in there and then you do and when you had gotten your tray and then you looked back at him and then he looks back at you and that you both had looked at each other and then you had gotten your lunch and then you didn't listen to one of the cooks because you were distracted and caught off guard and then that you had forgotten  because of it as well and that you didn't eat lunch and that you had chips in your backpack in case you didn't eat lunch and and then when you were going to the gym and that you had talked to Kelly in the hallway and then you look into the class that he eats in because you got to gym and then back to the class you eat in so that you can see him and then you had come back and he had seen you and you had seen him and that you both had seen each other twice and that when you were going back you had slipped and fell because you were distracted and that you were also on your phone as well because of it and then on Friday when you get back to your class then you go upstairs and that you had seen him and that when you had went up there that someone was at the door and that he had almost seen you but he didn't and that you had also almost fell this morning because you had went upstairs and that someone was at the door and that he had almost seen you and that you had to hurry and leave so he wouldn't see you and that during lunch he had come to lunch early again and that you were freaking the hell out and that the whole time that the both of you were in line and that you had kept looking at him at the whole time like you do in your class that's before lunch and that his class is across from your class and then that he had seen you and that you had seen him when you had pass the class that he eats in and that yesterday that you would have talked to him during advisory but you didn't because you didn't see him and that he had gotten signed out and then during your next class and that you and him are in the same room and that you're staring at him 24\7 and that he sees you as well and that he keeps looking at you and staring at him and that he was doing the same thing like you were and that you could not stop smiling because of it and that when you had looked and staring at him 24\7 and that he had looked and stared at you and that he had smiled at you when he seen you looking at him and that he was playing in the gym and that he had fell twice in the gym and that he had hit both of the teachers and that he had gotten hit once by the head and that you had almost freaked out because of it and then he had seen you looking at him and that he was staring at you as well and that he was mouthing something to his friend and that you think that he was kinds mouthing something to you because he had kept looking at you and that he was looking at you while he was mouthing and that you could not tell what he had said and that you think that the reason that he had fell twice was because he does have feelings for you and that he was distracted and caught off guard because you were in there and that it would be the only reason that he had fell twice at the same spot and that he was looking at you every time he had fell because that he had knew that you were looking at him and that you were looking and staring at him 24\7 and that at the end of that class you were hoping that he would come back in there but he didn't and that you were upset that he wasn't because he had put you in a good mood because you were in a bad mood and then once that you had seen him you were in a good mood because of what you feel for him and that you just wished that you could tell him how much you miss him and how much you miss his hugs and his smile and everything else as well and that you just miss him so much and that you just want to tell him how you feel about him and on the next week on school and on Monday you go upstairs because you always go up their to see him and that you only go up on Mondays' and Wednesdays and Fridays only when you have gym and then when you were coming from gym and you had went in the hallway and you seen the gym teacher and he had seen you and he asked where you have been and that you just told him that you were just talking to a teacher even though you weren't and that you had just went upstairs to see Luke and then you went back to class and then on an Tuesday you didn't see him all day and that you were upset that he wasn't their and then you had decided that you weren't going to eat lunch and then when you see him and then you get happy and excited and then you do decided that you are going to eat and then that you could not calm down either because you were so excited and then on wensday you are upset over him because you think that he's in love with someone else and that he's also on his phone and that it was also the same reason as the other day when you seen him and he had seen you and that you thought that when he had looked back that he was looking for a girl and then on wensday during advisory and that you wait till he gose to his advisory and then when you see him you start walking and then you see him talking to his friends and once you had seen him your eyes pupils had went dilated when you had seen him and that you were going to talk to him but you didn't because he was talking to his friends and that you weren't going to talk to him Infront of anyone or anybody because you think that someone will either be watching or telling everyone else and that they will probably be taking videos and photos if you both do talk because their nosey and then you just to advisory and then on Thursday during breakfast you see him because you were going back to breakfast because someone won't leave your stuff alone and that when you were going back you had seen him and that he had seen you and then during lunch when you are getting your lunch and your giving your lunch number and then you see him and then you look and stare at him and then you finished giving your lunch number and then he sees you and you see him and then that the both of you stare at each other for a couple of minutes and after you had gotten your lunch you had accidently bumped into someone because of it and that you had gotten cought off guard and distracted and then you dropped the both of your things because of it and then when you are going back to the class that you eat now and that Luke has him for his next class and that it's also why you stay in their till the bell ring as well because of it and then when you were going back and then you looked behind you and you see him and that he's walking and staring at you and you hurry up and get their and then a couple of seconds he gets in their and you start to freak out because of it and then you grab your phone so you don't forget it and that you know that would end up happing because you get distracted and cought off guard each time and every time you see him and then on Friday when you were going to your next class you bumped into a wall because you had seen him and then your shoulder was hurting because of that and then during lunch you are looking for him because you didn't see him when he was in his 4th class because both of your 4th class is close to each other and across each other and then that for the rest of the day you are looking for him but you don't see him and that he might have gotten singed out and then on the next week and you only go to school for 3 days and then on Monday during your gym class you go upstairs 3 times to see him again and then the 1st time you had went upstairs you had seen him and then the 2nd time you didn't see him and then the 3rd time you didn't see him and then that you're upset for the rest of the classes and then during lunch when you are going into the lunch room you see him and he sees you and then you can't stop smiling because of it and after that when he was going to his class you see him and that you are smiling and that you can't stop smiling because of it and then during advisory you wait for him because you don't go to your advisory till he gose to his and then you had stopped waiting for him and then that you go to your advisory and then you look behind and then you see him behind you and hurry up and get to advisory because of it and then on Thursday during one of your classes you are talking about him and his friend is also in that class as well and he's texting Luke that I am talking about him and then during breakfast when I am in the line and then I see him and then I moved and then I was getting my breakfast and when I seen him I was going in front but then when I seen him and then he seen me then I moved in the back because I had freaked out about it because I know that I was going to get distracted and cought off guard and that I actually was and then I had given my lunch number and then I had went to my next class and after that class during lunch you see him and he sees you and that you freak out and then when you had seen him you looked at him and then he had looked at you and then you had to turn away because you know that you were about to smile and then you looked back at him again and you had started smiling about it and then before you had went to your next class you always wait for him and then you go in your class and then after that class you go to advisory but you wait till he dose and then after a couple of minutes you stopped waiting because you were going to be late and then during the last class you asked someone if he was in their and they had said no that he wasn't and that you don't know where he is at and then on Friday during you first class you go upstairs and after that class was over and you were going to your next class and you had seen him and he had seen you and you had started smiling over it and that you also had to be careful so you wound't bump into the wall again like you did last Friday when you had seen him but this time you didn't and then when you are going to your 3rd class you see him and he sees you and that you were talking to your friend because he's in your next class and then you see him and so you had stopped talking and then you see him in his 4th class because both of your class is across from each other and then during lunch you had to sit in the hallway because someone who you aren't friends with anymore made you eat and sit in there and then you had seen Luke and he was passing by and that you were freaking out about it and then you hurry up and went to the class that you always eat in during lunch and then you were telling everybody that you were dating someone but you actually weren't because you knew that Luke would end up finding out and that you were just testing him if he actually dose or doesn't have feelings for you and if he really is in love with someone else and then you had to say that you were going to break up with him with the person who you actually weren't dating and then when you had went back you had seen him throwing his lunch away and that you two were so close on bumping into each other but you didn't and you had go to get your stuff from the class because he has the class next after lunch and you always sit and stay in their till the bell rings so you can see him and then when you were leaving you see him and he had seen you and you had walked past by him and that you were on your phone and that you were kinda ignoring him and that you were also testing him with that as well and then when he had seen you and that after you had went to your next class and that you had felt really bad about it and that you felt like he had gotten hurt and that you know that you should talk to him really soon but you don't know when you are going to and then before you went to your next class you wait until you see him and after you had seen you and you had went to your next class and then when you were going to your last class of the day you had seen him and he had seen you and when you both seen each other he had went beside you walking to his next class and then you had looked back at him and he had seen you and he had seen him you looking back at him and he looking back at you and that you both knew that the both of you would look back at each other when you both walked past by each other and then you had started smiling and that you can't stop smiling because of it and because of your feelings for him and that you can't stop smiling because of him and that you're in love with him and then the next week on an Monday during lunch you had seen Luke when you were in the line and when he had thrown his tray away and you had waited till you had seen him to go back in the class and that he had also seen you as well when you had waited for him and that you had texted your sister because you were about to go off on someone and that you had said hey your going to have to convince me not to go crazy and that I'm about to go off on someone because they had put their backpack's in Luke's seat and then she had said don't do that and then you had just said ok and if the bell hasn't ring in the next 5 minutes you actually would have gone off on someone and then and that now you can't stop smiling now because of it and then you had seen him again when he was going to mr.hill because Luke has him every day and that's also why I stay in mr.hill during lunch and then he had came near me when he was going to mr.hill and then during advisory before you had went you had waited till you see Luke because you don't go advisory till he dose and then you had to text somoni because you didn't see him and so you texted and had asked is Luke in their because you didn't see him and then they said yes he's in their and then you had said ok I didn't see him because I go to advisory when he dose and then on a Tuesday you were in a bad mood because you didn't feel good and that you had felt sick and in the morning and during breakfast after you had gotten your food you were waiting till you see Luke and when you had finally seen him you went to finish your breakfast and then during lunch you see him and he sees you and he walks past by you beside you and then someone a girl calls out his name and you get jealous because of it and that you had also almost when off on someone again because someone was laying on Luke's table and that you had almost went off of them because of it and then during advisory when you had seen him and then you had went to your advisory because you don't go to your advisory till you see him and till he dose go to his and then on the next day on an wensday morning you go upstairs and that you only go upstairs on the days that you have gym and that you only go upstairs Monday's and Wednesdays and Fridays when you go upstairs to see Luke and that you had seen him and that someone had almost seen me and that he almost did but he didn't and that you had to be carefully so he wound't see you and then you had went back upstairs again to see him and then during lunch when you were going to get your lunch you had walked past by him when you were getting your lunch and then when the bell had ring for the next class after lunch Luke had came to mr.hill because he has him for the next class after lunch and that you were freaking out about it and that you could not stop smiling about it either and that you had kept dropping things because of it and then after that class was over and then when you turned around and look back and you had seen him and that he was behind you and that you were freaking out because of it and that you were also trying to run from him as well and then you seen him so you didn't have to wait for him before you had went into your next class and since you had already seen him then you just went ahead and go in class and then after that class you didn't go to advisory yet and when you had seen him you went running and you had went behind him and that you knew that he had knew that you were behind him and then you had kept looking back if he was coming and if you had seen him and then he did end up going to his advisory and then before the last class of the day you thought that you had seen him leave and you thought that he had gotten signed out but he actually didn't because after advisory you had seen him and he had seen you and you were running to get away from him and that when you had seen him you had to put away your phone so he wouldn't see the texts so that he wound't know that you were talking about him and then on the next week and on Monday you had go to back to school and then Monday morning during gym class and that Monday when you had went upstairs and when you had seen him and he had seen you when you had looked in the window and he had seen you and that you definitely know that he had seen you and after the class is over and then you don't go upstairs for the 3rd time and that he had already seen you twice now and then during lunch you realize that you would have to hid from him and when you had seen him you had freaked out and that you realized that you're face had went red because of it and that you have been blushing every since last Tuesday when you had seen him and that happens every time you see him and during the class of the day in the morning since you have gym for the first thing in the morning but you only go upstairs on Monday and wensday and Fridays because them are the only days that you have gym and then before you had went to your next class your sister text you and you see what she had said and that she had called you and Luke both of you called Love birds and once you had seen that you had freaked out and you had started smiling and that you still can't stop smiling because of it and then you had still end up smiling in the next class and for the rest of the day and during lunch and during lunch when you had went to your class after lunch and you had seen him and he had seen you and when you had seen him and for some reason when he had seen you he had looked like he was happy to see you and that you're back and then you were freaking out because he had walked past by you and then after that class you see him and he sees you because you are always looking for him before you go to your next class and he sees you and then during advisory after the rest of the classes and that you wait to go to advisory because you don't go to yours till he gose to his advisory and then you didn't see him so you had to text someone who is in his advisory and you asked if he is in their and then she responds that yes he is in here and that he had came in here before I had left my class and then you send and telling a text that says shut up it's not funny and then you go to your next class and then the class who you're supposed to go to next but is not their so you had to go to a different class for the end of the day and then after advisory and after the class was over then you had seen him and for some reason he was acting different and acting weird and that you had went to where he was because you had to find your bus and then you thought that you had seen him and that you had kept bumping into people because that always happens when you see him and then on Tuesday it's a 2 hour delay because of the snow so then you go to your class for an hour and then you have lunch after that class and you had to dropped your stuff into your next class and you had seen him and he had seen you and then after you had gotten your lunch you had an Application to fill out and when you almost past the heath class because of where he eats everyday during lunch and that its in the same hallway that you eat in the class and when you were walking and almost past it and then when you had turned and face the class he eats in during lunch and you see him and he sees you and then after he had walked past by you and you had just kept walking and the both of ya'll had just kept looking back at each other and then you had almost didn't know where you were going because you had gotten distracted because of him and then after you had fill out the application then you had went back past the class and you were still freaking out and that you still can't stop smiling because of it and then during 4th class him and the other people of the football players had to do something and then you had to go to your next class and you had waited till you had seen him and then the teacher had closed the door and then you had asked someone who you are friends with asked him if the football players had came back yet and he had said no they haven't and then you asked the teacher if you could go to the bathroom but you had actually went to see him since he have not came back yet and then you had went to where he was at and you had stayed their for a couple of minutes and then you had used the bathroom and you had went back to class and you had end up starting to smile again and that you can't stop smiling because of it and then during your next class you had seen him and then you had seen him again after that class you go to your last class of the day and then you and all of the rest of the 9th graders had went to go to see the scheduling for the classes next year and then you had wanted to either sit close to him or beside him but the entire thing all you had did and was doing was siting their and staring at him 24\7 and that you're not even listing to what they are saying because you are distracted by Luke and that you were hoping that you would be able to stay in their a bit longer so that you could see him and staring at him 24\7 and that you could not stop smiling either because of it and when you had to go back to your class and that you didn't want to go back yet because of him and that you were upset because you had to go back to class and then when you had went back to class and that you were smiling and that you still were smiling at the end of the day and then on wensday and when you had went to your class and during the class you had went upstairs that morning 3 times so you could see him and since you were bored and didn't have anything else to do in gym class and in the morning the first time you had went upstairs to see Luke and then you he had texted your sister and told her and then you say how she's not supposed to call you and Luke love birds again but when she sees that and when she reads it and then you get a text that says love birds and then she says smooch smooch and the 😘 😘 emojis and that your face had went turned red because of it and that you were smiling because of it and then then you had to go to your next class and after that class was over and you had to go to lunch and during lunch you and Kelly and you both go to the office so she can give them notes and so you can asked about the valentine's thing and you want to buy one so you can get one for Luke and then after lunch was over and you were going to your class and when you were going to your class and then Luke walks past by each other and then after you both had walked past by each other then you both had looked back at each other and then your face has went red and then you had started smiling again and that you can't stop smiling and then after that class was over and after the next class was over then you go to advisory but you don't go yet but you wait till you see Luke because you go to advisory when he dose and when you do see him and you get behind him and then you start to freak out because of it and then you had waited till you seen him to come to your advisory because  he has him at the end of the days only on Monday and wensday of the end of the day and then you had went go your last class and after that class was over and then you were waiting in the halls till you can leave and since the teacher let's you leave early and then when you looked over and turned over and then you see Luke and your staring at him and that you're also freaking out because of it and then when he sees you and you see him and he sees you staring at him and looking at him and when he seen you and that he was doing the same thing and that he was looking and staring at you as well but then he had went in the commons for the day because he waits till his parents pick him up from school and then when the bell had rang again then you see him again and when you had seen him you freak out and then you run because of it and then for the rest of the whole day and it had put you in a good mood and that your smiling and happy and that your also dancing when you were on your way home and when you were walking and then for the rest of the day you couldn't stop thinking about him at all and that he was in your mind for the rest of the day then the next day after your class on a Tuesday during breakfast and after you and Kelly had gotten your breakfast you wait for Luke and you see him and you can't stop smiling and that you also can't seem to stop thinking about him either and that you know that you would have to avoid him for the rest of the day and that you do and after the day is over and after you had avoided him all day because of it and then the next day on wensday you go upstairs and you go upstairs to see Luke and when you go upstairs he sees you and that you are freaking out and that you don't know what to do about it either and then on that day you also avoid him because of it as well because you don't know what to do and then on the next day you had seen Luke during lunch and that he was in the hallway and that he was going to mr.hill and that he had seen you and that I had seen him and he had seen me looking back at him and I had seen him looking back at me and that he was almost behind me as well and then next Tuesday on valentines day you go back to school because you didn't have school on Monday and you had seen Luke and that you had seen him multiple times and he had seen me and that your brother had said not to kiss Luke since its valentines day and that you had told your brother to shut up and then the next day you go upstairs to go see Luke and that you had seen him and he had seen me as well and that we both looked  back at each other and that you were behind him when you were going to advisory because you don't go to advisory till he dose and I always wait till he dose and I was behind him and then the next day your friend Jacob and Kelly their both pressuring you to asked Luke out even though you don't want to because you keep telling them that you don't want to but they just keep doing it anyways and since you're not going to school the next day but you are going to school the next week and then on Monday when you go back to school in your class Luke had came in your class and that you are freaking out and that you don't know what to do about it and that it is your chance to talk to him but you are freaking out because he's in here and that you can't take it easy and that you can't calm down either when it comes to him and that you had walked past by him and then he had came back in there and that you are still freaking out and that you don't know what to do about it either and that he was around you and then a few minutes later he had left and then you had gotten distracted and then you had went upstairs to see him and then at the end of the day your last class had gotten dispersed so you had gotten to decided to who to go so you decided to go to Sisson since it's beside casto because Luke's inside that's class and then on Friday he is in your gym class again and that you don't know what to do about it and then he had left after a few minutes later and that you tried to go look for him but you didn't see him but then you went upstairs to see him and then the next week on Monday you go upstairs to see Luke because he didn't come in the gym class and that you were hoping that he would come in there but he didn't come in there then minutes later he dose come in there in the gym class and that you start to freaking out and that you can't stop smiling now because of it and then when he had left you had tried to find him but you didn't see him because he had went back to class and then you go upstairs before class is over to see him and then on Friday after your class is over and after your 1st class and when your going to your 2nd class and you see Luke and he looks like he's upset and that your worried about him and then after that class is over and then when your going to your 3rd class and when you see him and he sees you and when he sees you he gose in the boys lockers room and that you had almost waited for him but you didn't and then during lunch well actually after lunch or kinda both when your waiting on the teacher to unlock the door to go in to the class room and then Luke walks past by you and then he looks by and looks at you and then you look at him and then you look back at him and he looks back at you as well and then in your next class you are distracted and your smiling and that you're also daydreaming about him and that you don't know what your doing because your daydreaming about him and then in your next class your still daydreaming about him and then when your going to your last class of the day and when he sees you he gose in the heath class to avoid you again like this morning when you were going to your 3rd class and that you feel like you did something that made him upset and then over the weekend you find out that you did do something to upset him because of what happened to wyette on Thursday and that he was flirting with you and that Luke was upset over that and when you had found out that he had gotten heartbroken and hurt because of it and then you had felt really bad and guilty because of it and then on the next week on Monday you are upset because he's not here at school and you miss him and you're upset because he wasn't there and then on the next day on Tuesday he had came back that day and after that class was over and during breakfast and when you were still in the line and you had look up and you had seen him and you look at Kelly and you started smiling and you looked at him again and then you kept smiling and then you went to class because you are happy that he had came back and that he is here now at school and then during lunch since you didn't get to go to lunch early Luke had gotten behind you and you knew that he was behind you but you didn't turned around and then when you had gotten in the line you and him and his girlfriend were all in line together but you and him were mostly beside each other and he was kinda behind his girlfriend but he was mostly beside you and that he was going to get behind you but his girlfriend had wanted him close to her so he had went to her and since you didn't want to stand close to them together with both of them and then you had moved to the back of the line and then you had started talking to wyette and that you had kept looking at Luke while you were talking to him and that you knew that you were hurting Luke and that you felt really bad and sorry to do that Infront of him and that you knew that he was jealous when you were talking to wyette and you could tell and feel that he was staring at you as well when you were still in the lunch line talking to him and then on Friday in the morning after your gym class you had seen Luke and after you had seen him and then you turned around and then you looked back and you look at him and then you go to your 2nd class and then after that class you go to your 3rd class and when your going to your 3rd class you see Luke and you see him and you get excited when you see him and then after that class is over you go to your 4th class and then when that class is almost over and then they had put you all on lockdown for so long so they had given you a longer lunch and then when you were all going to lunch you had seen Luke coming from some where and you were smiling and then a few minutes later when the bell had rang everyone didn't know what time it was that lunch was over and then when the bell had rang then Luke had ended up coming in there and then you went back in there before he came in there and when he came in there you went out and then when you turned around he was behind you and then you went back in there and that he was still in the hallway and then you stay in there till it actually is time for the next class and then at the end of the day when you were going to your next class you had seen him and you had gotten happy and that you had started smiling and that you were smiling for the rest of the day and that you were thinking about him for the rest of the day and that you know that you are still in love with Luke.