Hurt You

Disgusted&Ashamed

I had woken up to find myself on a hospital bed in a hospital, I then closed my eyes and opened them again to make sure that it was really true and that I wasn't just imaging anything, and then I looked around, and saw no one, I had been wondering why I was in the hospital, and then my head started to hurt, and I felt completely dizzy, and then Shemar came in

Shemar: Thank God! You finally woke up!

Toni: *dizzy* What am I doing here?

Shemar: I found you on the floor and you were just messed up, you probably fell down the stairs and then you just fainted

Toni: Am I sick? *worried*

Shemar: No! Your just... Messed up badly! What happened to you?

Toni: *thinking* I can't remember

I then started thinking and then I had remember that Markes was the one behind my bruises and pain, and then I remembered how he had forced himself on me and then I burst into tears

Shemar: What's wrong Toni? Why are you crying?

Toni: I just need a hug right now that's all *holding the pain inside*

Shemar: *hugging Toni* Don't worry am here with you, Babyface&this guy named Keri came to see you about 3hours ago

Toni: Ok *in tears*

Being rapped isn't something any girl would wanna discuss with anyone, I felt disgusted and ashamed to even mention it to anyone, I kept on crying

Shemar: I think you should see a therapist

Toni: *in a lot of tears* I think so to! Maybe she'll help me get rid of all these tears

Shemar: *smiles* Yeah!

Seeing a therapist would really do me good, she'll probably be able to let me get rid of all this guilt and shame I have inside of me

Shemar: Well am gonna tell the doctor to bring you your food so you can eat, if that's ok with you?

Toni: *smiles* Yes it is

Shemar was a really great guy, he really loves me and takes good care of me, just the thought of me think of when I had betrayed him with Keri and then the thought of Markes forcing himself onto me, made me sick to my stomach and then I had just cried even more

Shemar: Well the nurse is on her way with you food, and after that everything will just be fine

Toni: Shemar... Why are you so good to me?

Shemar: Because I really love you a lot!

Toni: *cries more* Am so sorry Shemar!

Shemar: *confused* For what? Not answering my calls?... I told you that I had forgiven you!!

Toni: Am just sorry *tears in eyes*

Shemar: *wipes her tears* Calm down... Please stop crying

I stopped my tears from falling but I couldn't stop the guilt&pain inside me to stop pouring, I was so ashamed of myself, the nurse then shortly brang my food, I then ate my food and after that I decided to rest my head since it was really hurting a lot!

Shemar: I'll take care of you! And I'll set up your appointment with one of the best therapists, I love you Toni *kissing her head* Sleep tight!