Slendytubbies ship book😋

Au thingy

This includes some gory things and suicide-
Read with caution pls

Climbing the mountain wasn't hard. In fact it was fun and easy. Plus it would be worth it in the end.
Mainland has been the same for years but that doesn't mean certain things changed. They allowed other tubbies in sometimes
I like the company and the attention. And Love. I like that word due to its meaning. But I'll never have that. I know what relationships are and more then that- Honestly that's all I ever wanted. I never got the attention I needed. My father never gave me it. Only the negative attention calling me names and genuinely treating me like I have no feelings. And yet still places certain rules. That wouldn't stop me though. I turned to other things to help ease that emptiness. Sure my siblings are there for me but they wouldn't understand the feeling of being shut away and not even looked at. We all lived horrible lives except for Po. The three of us got the worst though. Tinky being called names and sometimes beaten. Laa laa with her crying and her becoming more and more sit at and quiet. As for me he just doesn't acknowledge me. When he does it's either name calling or sometimes hitting. If only I can tell my siblings how they feel but I don't wanna out so much weight on them already. As for Po it's not even her fault. All I ever wanted was love and affection. Couldn't even get that when tubbies started showing up. I'm hurt. I feel like I burden to a lot of tubbies just by existing. I wish I lived another life. 8 relationships down the drain. I'm not surprised really. Just hurt. Reaching the top of the mountain wasn't to hard- I mean- it's not really the top but high enough
It'll kill me I'm sure
I hope
I can't do this anymore
This is the only way.

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"Where's Dipsy?"
"I'm not sure- He left to go on a walk to clear his mind..you already know what happened with him and that red tubby- Apparently he never liked Dipsy."
"If I could punch him I would..I'm gonna go check to see if he's alright!"
"See ya Tink!"
There was a nice breeze and a weird smell. I didn't like the smell at all. Smells wrong and makes me uneasy.
"Dipsy!"
I walk around the dome and nothing..odd- It's not biggie. Just gotta keep looking around for him. The smell still lingers. Where is he?
"Dipsy??!!"
Please be ok-
I stopped in my tracks when I looked to the left of me seeing red.

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"GET THE FUCKING STITCHES PO"
"I-I- cant!"
"PO"
She ran off crying getting the stitches and giving them to noo noo holding Dipsy's face together.
Jumping off face first and somehow surieving wasn't the way Dipsy had planned. His face was split in half and he was still somehow breathing.
The three siblings sobbing as they see what's in the inside of a head. The breathing of Dipsy and the split face stressed Noo noo out so much the robot started crying to. The brain and the skull showing and trying to keep it together was horrific to see: blood everywhere and his body also limp but still breathing. He didn't even know any medical instructions. And certainly not for a open face. Seeing everything in his head was just to much.
He couldn't help but back away and look away.
Dipsy's face split open more and more blood seeping.
Tinky couldn't handle the sight and went to his body and tried to keep his face together
Sobbing while doing so.
"I'm sorry"
And with that he can hear the breathing stop for good.