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Dutch

Yes
I did grow up in a normal life. I had a somewhat good childhood. I did everything a child wanted to do as a kid. Do mini adventures with my brother. Though since he was a bit older we never did the same things. Sure we went outside and played with sticks and pretended to fight with them but it was common for me to play on my own. It felt- lonely. But it was normal. School wasn't the best but I got through. Somehow-. Doing my best to help people and cheer them up was my thing! Still is but I'm just that type of person. Though it was considered weird to others to help others and genuinely care- I was also used to that. All those words. Normal.
Finn couldn't do anything about it cause he was his own person and with other people. I kept it to myself cause it sometimes didn't bother me. When it did I just used to drink- Alcohol is what I mean. It helped block those words away. No one knew about it at the time. But when I got older it became worse-. A daily basis thing. Before Finn left he noticed it. Found my stash and- was really disappointed in me. Parents found out to and therapy begun. It didn't help but I did it for my family. Years passed and did it in secret. Finn came back after a while to show how he was promoted. Great for him-.. heh.. At this point I'm just jotting down whatever comes to my mind. Now that I look back at my life it wasn't really perfect- But-
Finn offered to join the military which I of course did to get away from those people.
And I'm glad I did. Got to meet good people.
Though I get childish a lot-
I'm only 23 so it's understandable I guess
But I got to meet my boyfriend- he's struggled alot and he's actually thankful for who I am..
I could go on and on about how much he means to me but that'll take up the whole page.
Just wanted to write this down cause why not