Broken soul. (UF! Mettaton x Reader)

Chapter 11: Fear and comfort

Y/N POV:

You layed there once again, the  chains on your wrists, torso, legs and neck pressing tightly and painfully against your skin. Why were you even thinking, that anything would change? All you wanted was for your pittiful life to end. Still, all what happened, was for you to go from one ubuse right to the next one. At first it were the humans, who tortured your soul for so many, many years.  And now, when you thought, that you were finally free, came the robot and the scientist, giving you even worse pain. Your body still ached so badly and you wanted nothing mor than for your pain to stop! Why  couldn't they just end your  pathetic existents! Why couldn't it just stop? What was the purpouse for them to keep you alive and still breathing? Were you just their little toy? Was all this just for their enjoyment?  Would this be, how your life would continue to be now, from this day forward? The thought about this being your end, made you shivver slightly. the room already was cold and the thinn blankets, what were supposed to keep your body at a normal temperature, did not seem to help either. Just the thought about you getting tortured, cut and burned once more, made you tramble in fear and terror.

A sigh left your again dry lips as you layed still. There wasn't much for you to do now, since you were forced to stay in this position. When was it time for you to eat again? Would they even feed you at all? Of course they would, right? You knew, that someone would keep their prescious experiments alive, if they wanted to play with them just a little longer. You had experienced this over and over again. The humans only feeding you twice a day. They never gave you much to eat. However it was enough for you  to not die from starvatioon. 

Once again the fear of you seeing those creatures haunted your mind. Maybe the fear of getting another one of these terrors made you paranoid. What, if the robot walked in while you had another pannic attack? Would he help you or wathc you, while you were suffering? Maybe he'd give you another sedative drug to calm you down. Or maybe he would enjoy the view of you sufering froom your inner fears. He could use those fears against you. There was no doupt, that this monster, who tortured you, might have something simullair to a machine, what could look streight into your head and analyse your biggest fears.

Again you heard the cries of the man, who sat there, eating the soup. And once more, you saw those creatures, slowly walking into the room, patting his back gently, upsetting the poor, poor man even further. And there it happened:...

There it stood, right in front of you, looking down at you through its black, hollow eyes. It did nothing, just stared at you.  Of course you knew, that the Ray-Ray wasn't really there. But your mind was so scared and frightened, that it made you imagine things. After a certain time, your breathing got faster, swet drops appearing on your forehead, slowly running down your face. Why couldn't it just leave you alone? Couldn't it just leave you alone? 

"p-please...please l-leave...", you stuttered, the scary thing moving closer towards your shivvering, chained body. The thing in its black clothes did not answer, neither did it react to your pleedings. The Ray-Ray just continued to move, before it stood right next to you on the left of your bed. 

Tears rolled down your cheeks as you looked up and into its blank face. Why couldn't it just leave you alone? You didn't want it to be here with you!

You started sobbing, your body shaking violently, as the Ray-Ray just stood there, silent, staring at you, whyle you just cried in fear. The streams of tears got worse and worse the longer your terror went. Soon, the sobbing went into crying and a strange, sad noise left your lips. It was strange to you that even though you didn't drink much the whole day, you were still able to shad a few tears. Unfortunately the creature didn't leave you. Enstead it moved even closer, extending one of its hands and gently corassed your arm, what upset you even more.