Everything Has Changed - m.g [ON HOLD]

Chapter 19

The night with martin didn't went well, i was always thinking about Julian and his date and i couldn't focus on MY date.

Why am I being like this?

-Wanna go home? - Martin asked, noticing me spacing again

-Yes - I said and we went to the car

The drive was silent and martin kept his attention to the road when I was just looking from the window to nothing at all.

We got into the hotel and martin went to his room without even saying goodnight.

I'm fucking things up just because of Julian.

I sighed and I jumped into the covers of my bed, trying to forget the smile in Julian's face when he told us about the girl.

-I can't be jealous, I fucking can't - I said, closing my eyes

*

My phone rang

I looked at the time and it was 4am, and i got in panic, but then all the memories of the girl being killed came throw my head and I sighed

I looked at the ID and it was Julian

Without even thinking I answered the call

-Hey - I said, my voice shaky

-Hi, sorry to wake you up but I needed to tell this to someone

Are you fucking kidding

-Why not telling me about that bitch at 9am not at 4 fucking am! - I yelled and then it hit me

-What?! - He yelled at the other line

-Oh my god, I'm sorry i.. the date with martin didn't went well and now I'm frustrated, sorry again - I said and I literally face palm, I'm sounding ridiculous

-We'll talk tomorrow - He said and hung up

I grabbed the vase that was on my right side and smacked it against the wall

-I can't be jealous of that bitch - I said and I run my fingers throw my hair

I grabbed my phone

"Sorry for tonight martin, I don't know why I wasn't really in the mood to a date, sorry.

I love you"

I sent but I was getting a strange feeling for typing "I love you" at the end. I love him, I do love him

I felt asleep, hoping that all this night was just a dream and I wasn't getting feelings for Julian.

*

I wake up at the sound of someone knocking at the door

-Please don't be Julian or Martin - I said and I got up, looking at the mirror noticing how bad I was looking

I opened the door and I saw Julian

-Oh no, not today satan - I said and I was about to close

the door but he stopped me

-What's wrong with you?! - He asked, a little annoyed

-I just don't wanna talk about it - I said

-But I wanna talk to you

-But I don't want it so just leave

-Stop being a child and let me in

-Arg, fine - I sighed and he got in

He was stood up looking at me

-What? - I snapped

-You're acting like a bitch - He said and I widened my eyes

-I DARE YOU TO CALL ME BITCH AGAIN - I said coming closer to him, anger running in my veins

-Wow, chill out there - He said - Tell me what's wrong

I looked away

-Is this all because of the girl? - He asked, smirking

-What? - I asked - I have a boyfriend! - I yelled

-That doesn't mean anything really - He said

-Your sass is annoying me, can you stop? - I said

-I will, well have fun with your boyfriend, or whatever - He

said and left my bedroom

I hate my life

I took a quick shower and got dressed

I called Perrie

-Hey! I thought you'd never call! - She said and I smiled to myself

-I really need to hang out with you

-What's wrong? - She asked, worried

-A lot of things are wrong

-Meet me at the coffee store next to your hotel - She said and hung up

I was going to text martin or Julian letting knowing that I wasn't going to be in the hotel but I stopped

I don't fucking care if they will get worried or not. I just need to forget all of this

I grabbed my purse and left the hotel

I got in the coffee and I ordered a Frappuccino.

I saw Perrie coming in and I waved so she could see where I was

She smiled and came towards me

-You ordered without me? - She asked, pointing to the Frappuccino

-I just needed something to drink, and I can't drink alcohol so early in the morning so I ordered the Frappuccino

She sat next to me

-Tell me everything - She said and I told every detail

-Oh - She said, concerned

-I know - I sighed

-You want my honest opinion? - She asked

-Sure - I said

-Just say to martin to.. wait a little till you finally see who you love the most - She said and I sighed

-I can't do that to him, Julian is right, I'm acting like a bitch

-He's acting like a jerk too. I mean he's waiting for you to just jump into his arms not even worried about his best friend - She said and I nodded

-I know - I took a sip - But I'm the one who's going to hurt Martin, and I've always loved him since 9th grade, and now Julian shows up and I don't care about him anymore? That's stupid

-You know what - She said, smirking

-What

-You need a party! And I know exactly where we are going to! - She smiled

-I'm not really in the mood to party and screaming music in my ears

-I bet you're not in the mood to be with Martin and Julian or being locked in your room too - She raised her eyebrow and I sighed

-Okay okay, but what are we going to do till the party?

-Get ready to it obviously - She smirked

-Oh god