Everything Has Changed - m.g [ON HOLD]

Chapter 2

- Jade? Are you okay? –Martin said, worried

- What? –I said confused- oh right, yes I’m okay, I think I was just having a flashback of our time together at 9th Grade..

-Oh – he smiled- that time- he laugh- you were really a disaster in French

-I know, I still a disaster – I laugh-

-Hey, stop the romance, I’m hungry – Sean Shout-

-Sean! – I said, blushing- Martin is not your waiter to give you food, stop being rude or we’re going home right now – I said, angry-

- No problem Jade, calm down, what do you want to eat ? – Martin asked-

-What do you have? – He asked-

- I have pizza, you want pizza?- Martin smiled-

-Yees – Sean shout-

Martin smiled to me and went to the kitchen with Sean.

OMG THAT LITTLE BEAST I CAN’T BELIVE HE’S BEING  UNBRED WITH MARTIN, AND HE SAID “STOP WITH THE ROMANCE” OKAY IT’S OFFICIAL, AT HOME I’M GONNA KILL HIM.

-Jade? Do you want to eat pizza with us? – Sean Shout-

-No, I’m not hungry- I said-

-Oh c’mon, we both know you Love pizza, come on, come here and eat a slice – Martin said-

Yes I have to admit it, I really love pizza, It’s like my escape for problems, some people just eat ice creams watching romances, I’m just like, when I’m suffering for love or if I’m sad, I just, eat pizza.

So I just went to the kitchen and I ate 2 slices of pizza, but for saying the truth, if I was at home, I totally devoured all the pizza. But c’mon, I was at a strange house with Martin.

-Jade, can I talk to you for a second? –Martin asked-

-Yes sure, Ah, Sean go play some games with Stephanie. Okay? – I asked-

He looked at me with an angry face, but he went to stephanie’s room.

-So, what you want to talk with me? – I asked smiling-

-I’m leaving now Jade, for a long time- he said, sad-

-What? – I almost screamed-

I can’t belive that know that we met again, he was leaving, I can’t let him go, I really love him, this is not the end, this can’t be the end of our friendship, he will forget me, I have sure.

-I’m having a tour in America, and I’m having a big success like you know, and I think I’m going to move to California and.. Live there- he said, sad-

-But, why you can’t stay here? You don’t Like Amsterdam? – I asked, confused-

-Of course I love Amsterdam, this is my city, this is my country, but live in America is like a dream come true you know, I can’t reject this opportunity- he said-

-Okay- I said, almost crying-

-Please don’t be sad, at my holidays I can come here – he said, trying to cheer me up-

-Yeah right, you’re always in tour, you don’t have time do take vacations- I said-

-I don’t care, I just want to be with you- He said, shy-

My heart stopped, what? He said that he want to be with me? But of course he said that in a “friends” mode. Right? He can’t love me, we don’t see each other like about 3 years. I love him, but that’s not the point, he can’t love me because at the 9th grade time he didn’t love me. So it’s impossible that he loves me. Right?

-What? Oh Martin, I want to be with you too, but it’s complicated, you’re famous now, you have a career, you have fans..- I said, now me, trying to cheer him up-

-But I don’t have my best friend on my side. And for me, having you on my side is the best thing I could have right now, I really missed you, and now I don’t want to let you go. You’re too important to me. You just can’t go away. I need you in my life, Jade- Martin said-

For saying the truth, I really died inside with this, he don’t love me, he just see me as a best friend, but he needs me, and I need him. We can’t be separate by an ocean, it’s too complicated to me and to him. Going to America is like a dream to me, but I can’t went to California all the time, I don’t have money for that. Martin can be rich right know, but I’m not. And it’s bad for Martin always coming to Amsterdam just to see me. He will lost a lot of money just because of me. And I don’t want that.

-Martin, it’s too complicated, I can’t be without you either, but it’s going to be very difficult..-I said, almost crying, Jade stay strong, Jade, Stay strong, I repeat to me all that time-

-No it’s not, I have an ideia! – He said smiling.

His smile was like a sunshine to me.

-Really? Tell me! – I said-

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What you think that martin is going to propose to Jade?

Omg thank you so much for reading this fic, is my first fic about martin in english, because i'm Portuguese, i hope i don't make mistakes writting this! Thank yooou again <3