JUNOONIAT

6.Regrets🥀

Previously
'Mehrul kaha ha?' Amal chachi asked
'Sou rhi ha apne shaytano ke saath' mahd replied
'Pata nhi kese sambhalti ha hamare bhi bache the magar aese shararti bachche pehle dafa dekhe hain ye mahd ne bohat tang Kia tha magr ye dono tou mahd se bhi chaar haath aage hain' Amal chachi said and I bursted out laughing

'Mama' mahd whined and I laughed harder getting my smacked from mahd
'Badtameez' he murmured

MAHD POV
it's been almost a month since I have last talked to manal
Me and sadia aren't also on talking terms as I found out that she's been talking with of my other friends keeping them on hold aswell
Might as well choose

I have been having guilt attacks since last week when I look at manal
Either I shouldn't have dated or I shouldn't have broken up with her
AND to add to my guilt every time I TRY to talk to manal
Saad somehow pops up and takes me away
I really want us to get back together but I know that is nearly impossible

But this time I'm not gonna play games
It's either a weddin or nothin
No options

I was thinking to talk to mehrul about it
Maybe she has a solution like she always does
So jealous of mehrul's sixth/advisory sense

In the end I only had the mehrul option so I decided to talk to her
I went to her room and sat on the bed next to her
'Who died' she said dramatically looking at me

'I need some advice' i said to her and she smiled
'Let me guess it includes a girl and marriage' she said and I looked at her shocked

'Are you a antar yami baba?' I whispered and got my head smacked In return
'Bakwas mat kar aur bta Kia kaam ha' she looking the her babies who are sleeping next to her looking like angels which they aren't

'So what's the deal' she asked and I sighed
'Well you know sadia right?' She nodded
'Well I kinda broke it off with her because she was talking to 3 other boys and now the guilt off not being with manal is taking over
Matlab yaar I know mene sahi nhi Kia magr Kuch galat bhi nhi Kia' I said to her

'Well for starters you're an idiot after that you dated manal despite the fact you guys live under the same youre closely related AND It's freaking haram and who the HELL said ke tumne Kuch galat nhi Kia hain?' she whisper yelled the latter part
'I know I know can we skip the scoldings and directly get to the solution wala part?' I said and she rolled her eyes I was getting impatient

'What do you want' she asked
'A lot of things' i replied
'Idiot like in this situation you want to move on or maybe date sadia or marry someone else' she gave me options but they didn't include the one I wanted

'I want to marry manal' I said it
Out loud
Finally it feels good to get it out of yo-
My thoughts were interrupted with hard smack on the head causing me to fall down the bed

I rubbed my head and glared at mehrul
'Aik tou tune pehli hi use date karlia phir breakup aur phir cheat AUR AB tujhe shaadi bhi manal se karni ha? Sun mahd this is life not a book ke jo dil chahega wo tu karega' she said to me
Feels like a book to me

'But-' I wanted to say something but nothing came out
She was right
Damn sis that hurt
Your words and your slap
'Dekh agar tu mera bhai ha tou woh bhi Meri behn ha I can't see her in pain
Acha tell when was the last time you and manal sat together at the same table to eat dinner or any meal' she asked and didn't say anything
Months almost

'Tum logo ki waja se hum Milke nhi bethte agr tujhe manal itni pasand ha tou seedha haath maang woh bhi Saif chachu se haath maangle aur agar nhi pasand tou mana karde ye lambi mat kar' she said to me and damn was she angry

'I'll ask Saif chachu' I sighed
Guess I have no other option
If I try to do something else she will kill me and tear me apart limb from limb

I stood up and directly went to Saif chachu
I took a deep breath and knocked
'Ajao' I got a reply and I ended inside

'Chachu aik baat karni thi' I murmured because right now I could definitely piss myself
'Gee miyan bolein' he replied taking off his glasses and looking at me away from his phone

'Chachu aik baat poochni thi' i said to him
My inside in a hurry and nervousness flowing out of me
He hummed
'If....only if I ask for manals hand for marriage would you give it me?' My heart demanding to hear a yes
Chachu smiled and I looked down

' I see no reason not to' he replied and my head jerked up
A grin threatening to make its way to my face

'Ofcourse only if manal agrees' he said grinning and my smile dropped
Damn
Manal WILL say no
There's no question

AHHHHHHHH I NEED TO DIEEEEE
'Mahd?' Chachu called
'Hmm' I said replied looking back at him

'I'll ask her and than I will talk at dinner with you and bhaijaan' giving a polite smile and a nod I left the room

I sighed hard
This is what rejection feels like
I keep making wrong decisions
I hope destiny takes my side

MANAL POV
I was sitting in my room with my headphones on
This is what I do nowadays
Sir in my room and listen to songs all day long

I was lying on my stomach my feet dangling in the air
Moving with the beat

I was tired every second even after sleeping for more than 8 hours
Breakup cons I guess

I mean what can pros of breakup
No man?

Uhhhh I am just hating life right now, I groaned and let my head fall flat on the mattress
You know I'll just pray

I stood up and prayed quickly
I raised my hands to make dua

'You know Allah I wish I didn't even go in a relationship
Doing something bad and than complaining to you about it
Damn! I've got guts but I still hope you lead to good path' I prayed
Just than someone knocked on my door

I stood up and opened the door
It was baba
'Jee baba' I asked
He never comes himself
He always messages me to come to him if he wants to talk

'Beta aik baat karni thi' he said and now we were both seated in my bed
'Tumhare liye aik Bohat Acha rishta aya ha' excitement was glowing out of him and the huge grin on his face was just.....

'Acha' i said not sure how to respond to that
'Kisne bheja ha?' I asked
'Mahd' he said and my eyes widened

'Hamara mahd?' I whispered
I don't know why but my breath was hitched
Baba nodded his smile extending

I was shocked and shaken from my core
'I mean I-I- I don't think-' I was cut off by baba
'He's a really good boy I've seen him grow since he was in his diapers, but still if you don't want that's ok' he says as his grin gets smaller

Damn it
What's with fathers
If he thinks he can emotionally blackmail me into getting married to mahd
He's thinking right and it's working
Very well

'I don't know give me time' I told baba and he nodded

He soon left and left me thinking
Do I choose myself or my fathers happiness?

Hello everyone
I know y'all are about to kill me but I've been busy(not really)
Just wasn't feeling Wattpad
But I'm still back and I apologies for the EXTREMELY late chapter
1350 words
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