PURE HATE

13. maybe I should let go

Tae gives me His hand to help me stand when I giggled -" no...that's too much respect"
He dropped me home and said a cute goodbye
Just then I realised, jk was right.. the house is too big for staying alone. there was silence running everywhere until mrsjeon called me up and broke that silence

Mrsjeom-"y/nah are you with jk?"
I wasn't I knew it but I lied-"yes I am dont worry"

Mrsjeon-"say him that I'll be reaching home by 5am"
Me-"yea yea i will"
I freaked out it was already 2am and I hadn't slept yet
I called up jungkook.
He didn't pick up.
I muttered to myself -"time for the call war"

I begun calling him a 100 times.
He finally picked up.
Jk-"yahhh why are you irritating me you moron you know that I'm having fun" He shouted
I said casually-"if you don't wanna die come back by 5am"
Jk-"what?"
Me-"i have no time i need to sleep if you decide to come your mom's gonna reach by 5am"
Jk-"shittt...I'm there right now"

Hearing him panic,I smirk-"die"
Jk-" yah...no I'll reach right now"
I cut the call blindly and banged the phone

_next morning_

JUNGKOOK POV___
It was a bright morning I didn't want to wake up for school but I need to thank y/n to save my life

We walk to school. Another boring day.
I began questioning y/n
Me-"your parents aren't home?"
I didn't get a reply from her.
Me-"did you get abandoned?".
She was still not in a mood to reply to me.

So I let it go and walked thinking about what happen last night
The moment I realised I ditched y/n I muttered to myself -"how could I?,  she's gonna say dad bout it"
.
Then I heard a female voice say-"no I won't"
And it was y/n
She looked down and Wasn't herself today.
I didn't care but I could see her eyes teared up and puffy.

Then this thought-"you hate her jungkook remember" came up in my mind everytime I tried caring
I walked on the crossing and she walked on the road one step below the crossing peacefully.

Until a ranging fast bike rode fastly next to y/n and it was my duty to not let anything happen to her.
So I held her shoulder and pushed her to the crossing...I quickly stood down .

When I turned to y/n She looked terrified..shutting her eyes tightly and keeping a defending hand in front of her face bending her head down.
I mean I saw y/n getting so much terrified for the first time

-"no trouble" i said coldly
She slowly opened her eyes letting down her hand and her eyes searching for mine
Just before she looked at them I rolled my eyes and walked away
I said-"walk before you get late"

She who was looking frozen blinked her eye slightly shaking her head for concentration
-"oh right" She said in a sad voice and began walking.. it looked like she was lost in something

For the first time I saw the quite, down and not so like her y/n, with red puffy eyes and pale lips she looked like she didn't eat well but in fact she did

When we reached the school gate I walked to my class
Y/n usually goes to meet her gang first but this time she followed me and came to class straight away.
I didn't want to ask her or I'd look like I'm concerned about her

So I began my day talking to my friends and laughing
Laughing hard I didn't realise that eyes suddenly began looking at y/n
Her seat is near the window the corner she was looking down and suddenly leaned on to the bench with her hands around her face

She got up and took off her glasses an put then on the desk
Stressfully she rubbed her eyes
[(A/N-YEA IMAGINE U HAVE GLASSES)]
This truly is the most silent day I thought to myself

Y/N POV ___
I looked at the view out of the window and sighed in stress
-"ah,seriously" i muttered to myself
I hear a sudden bang on my table
I looked at the person and my eyes finding for her eyes.
-"SEOMI" i shouted slowly
And gave her a warm hug

Seomi-"y/nah I know your down, what's bothering you " She asked out of concern
I look away
A warm female finger put my head up
Seomi asked-"why are you pale? And you look tired"

I explained her that I didn't have enough sleep.
Seomi sat down beside me. Giving me a warning smile She said...
-"I'll stay with you"
Hearing that I put on a smile .
She looked at my smile and got so proud just like how a mother does

Seomi-"keep smiling you look good that way"..
It was just time for the classes

And soon it was the break.
Seomi and I talked about hwajoon
-"we need to meet him"
We went to Hwajoon's seat and unfortunately he wasn't to be found

I said -"that's impossible for him to not be there"
Seomi-" ugh.. two of our members ar not here.. it feels incomplete"

We sign and walk around the fountain
Just then, we see hwajoon in a bench alone
Seomi-"lets go scare him"
Me-"that's a great idea"
Went snuck up you hwajoon to scare him but instead of getting scared jeon coldly brushes it off.

He didn't laugh he shouted-"are you guys crazy"
Hearing it Seomi pouted in sadness
-"you're mean"
I sighed-"i understand hwajoon you're having a tough time"

Hwajoon-"I'm sorry guys I was just so depressed"
Suddenly the Cherry blossom tree began shedding the flowers.
I looked in wide puppy eyes-"wooow"
I walked following each petal

Looking at it hwajoon and Seomi joined in too
Seomi and I remembered a moment
FLASHBACK*
the day I joined this school it was cherry blossom season.
I love cherry blossoms.
SEOMI-"follow me".
She lead me to a cherry blossom tree held a cherry blossom flower and trust it in my hand
Seomi-"wish something."

I shut my eyes tightly and wished
Seomi-"blow it,... legend says that to or near whoever it lands to will be your soulmate"
FLASHBACK VANISH *

Thinking about it we both giggled
Me-"we still don't know who it landed to"
Seomi-" yea i don't care anymore"
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This part is like one of my fantasy
Destiny and fate kind of soulmate lol I have no ideas for the mixture part tho

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