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A few days later"No I feel like I hurt his feelings but I refuse to go through with something I'm not sure about I already did that and it didn't end well" me and LeLe walked into California fish grill for lunch
We ordered our food and we sat at one of the outside tables waiting for our food
"I completely understand but sometime you might have to take risks just to see where things will lead" she shrugged sipping some of her lemonade
"That's what I'm scared of the risk of getting into something and being hurt again I'm all for trying it out to see how it will go" we stopped our conversation seeing a waitress come out with our order
"I think you should just go for it and see how it goes I think this will be something good you get double dick and they got money" Lele stuck her tongue out
"Girl bye I didn't even know who they were for like the first couple of days I knew them" so embarrassing having Lele tell me who I was talking too I didn't know they were rappers
"But, girl yes just go for it not everybody is the same as you know who punk ass black bitch" she copied the tik tok making me bust out laughing covering my face so I wouldn't spit my food out
"Okay okay I'll talk to them later today and see how it goes that's if Durk will talk to me" I finished chewing my food before I kept taking
"What you mean, I'll go beat his ass if you need me too"
"No noo it's just after that night Von will still talk to me and you know come eat but Durk just mugs me and has Von come get his food" thinking about it kind of hurt my feelings it's been a very short time period of me knowing them but my feelings get hurt very easily
"Shit I wouldn't take to yo ass either, but when they come to get they food today make Von tell Durk to come his own plate to that way y'all can just talk to each other"
"Lele I didn't even think of that girl I'm surprised you so smart" I fake cried like I was proud of her she laughed nudging my shoulder
"It's a couple genius cells in there you know how I do it" she did a little dance before we continued eating and I thought about what I would say tonight
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Hours later"No I cooked Steak, shrimp, asparagus, mashed potatoes, and some bake Mac and cheese"
I showed Lele their plates while we were on face time I had on a big sweater and a thong while my hair was clipped and out my way
"DID YOU SAVEE ME ONE?" She yelled into the phone making me snatch my air pod out I could hear her laughing still