don't belong at Leaderacademy

classes

Today is the first day of classes I have been here for five and today I will also be able to go to the library for free periods finally

They have a lot of books not available to everyone else so im excited to check out the library and my and find some information and clues about what it is

I get up and make some breakfast and while looking around in the kitchen I go to the door and i look down and its a few gift baskets and couple lunch boxes why

I mean thank you and why would you get me all these things is it a welcome to school thing maybe I don't know could be

After putting everything away I go back to packing everything up I had for school

I headed out of the room with my lunchbox and backpack 🎒 and went to my first class

I took off my backpack and put it and my lunch box in the desk I kept my head down and didn't talk at all this all just keeps making me want to go home

I just get reminded how different this is from home I really miss home I am grateful and appreciative of the things they gave given me and this great opportunity even if I was forced to go here

But I miss home I miss my family I miss everything about my home

But me and my family can't afford to get me back home and they won't take me all the way back home so im stuck here even if I don't want to be

I don't look forward to classes not because of the people or anything like that

But being here it makes me feel homesick even though I try my hardest to embrace being here and liking it at leaat and I don't hate it at least

But I cant love it here no matter how hard I try to love it here I just can't

But again I don't hate it I don't hate it at all i don't envy what they have and I don't hate the people here

But I envy just a little how they never have to worry about where thier next meal will come from we have a few times

We have worried about if we can pay bills sometimes and they don't have to ever and so things like this is why I'm a little envious