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Its friday and I haven't heard from them since the day I asked them out and when I walk by thier friends they don't laugh or make fun of me

But they smirk or snicker at me and make comments towards me then laugh at me like im an on going joke or  something

I just decided I wasn't going and would just stay in my room I didn't want to take the chance it was all just a joke at my expense for them and thier friends

I didn't believe they really liked me it could love me I believed they maybe pitied me ir decided to give me a chance maybe

The reason was because I was protecting my heart from the heartbreak that I knew had a really great chance of happening to me

It dudnt help much because im honestly crushed by this and I am just crying and eating a lot im so sad all day I asked the principle for says off if school I told her what happened

She agreed to give the days off of school and told my would have been dates for me me because I couldn't face them that I wasn't going anymore

But I asked her not to tell them why I wasn't going because I figured they already knew the reason why so I didnt think they needed to know

I hear knocking on the door and decided not to go out until a day or two after the dance which is tomorrow

I felt utterly humiliated and just let myself sulk about what had happened and embrace my feelings hoping I would get over it sooner

I decided to ask to principle summers to bring me more books and so I focus on mystery and finding answers and potentially my birth family

It helped keep me busy and it helped keep my mind slightly off of what had happened I was grateful for that

Thier parents dropped by to ask for updates about mystery and the students recovery they are fully recovered now

So that was really great news I got updates from the other people I wished with by phone calls texts and emails

I figured I would have to get dressed so I headed to the bathroom 🚽🧻🧴🪒🛁to shower 🚿 🧼🧽

After showering I got my clothes on and felt a whole lot better a lot better then I did before 👕👖🩲🧦👟

I go back in to my room and see them standing right there with there parents I just sit on the bed and want so badly to cry

But I managed to hold back the tears so they would stream down my face or
show in front of them I wasn't gonna let them see my tears they didnt deserve the satisfaction

Jax rapheal Gabriel and bryant tried to sit close to me on the bed

But I quickly got off of the bed as fast as I could I just wanted them to leave me alone and let me move on and live my life in peace thats all I want