"So he's a new student? Han Jisung?" The school coordinator asked while filling something on a paper.
If you're wondering what's going on, well I'm getting Jisung into this school since he was so eager to take classes with me. He even begged me the whole time I was walking in the hallways to my locker, so here we are in the coordination center while I took a leave for my first class using an excuse that I had to help a transfer student.
When we were finally done with the paper works, I had to walk him to class before attending my second class, but he grabbed my wrist before I could leave "hey what's wrong???" I asked him, but he only tugged on my shirt "why are you leaving??? I wanted to be in class with you" Jisung told me and I sighed and gave him a sympathetic smile "we're not really going to be in the same class all the time, but I'll join you at lunch okay? It's going to be like in 2 hours" I told him tapping on his shoulder and left.
I didn't really know if he knew any classes and somehow I was a bit worried. I then realized what I was thinking and shook my head. Why was I already worried? I just met him. I must be going crazy "ugh! What's wrong with me?" I slightly hit my head while walking to my literature class and sat next to my classmate Seungmin.
I didn't really talk much in class and Seungmin is a quiet kid as well, which is why this was fine with me. I didn't really like to be bothered in class when the teacher talks or explains stuff or I wouldn't be able to concentrate on what he was saying.
When class was finally over, I thought to walk to check on Jisung and make sure that he was fine, but to my surprise, I didn't even see him in class which made me frown "this boy" I told myself as I thought he probably did something so I went to search for him only to find him outside sitting on the top of a tree branch. How the hell did he even get there? "Hey it's not safe get off" I told Jisung only to see him smiling back at me. He jumped off of the tree with an apple in his hands "this is really good you should try some Y/N" he says handling me a second apple he picked up while I looked at him weirdly "what if it's poisoned? No thanks" I rolled my eyes and threw away the apple and didn't even look back at him. Jisung smiled and took my hand before we walked to the school field "this place is really nice. I like your school" he told me which I shrugged still looking at his hand holding mine, I quickly pulled my hand away "I guess, but it's normal for me I'm used to it" I told him and sat down on the ground just playing with the flowers and relaxing feeling the soft breeze graze my cheek. I sighed as I felt someone stare at me and I turned to my right to see Jisung staring right into my eyes.
"What are you looking at?" I asked him suddenly feeling self conscious by how a boy was staring at me. It never happened to me before, so I wanted to basically hide myself from the world "no reason I just want to" he answered me with a beautiful heart shaped smile which made me smile back.
By the end of the day, I realized that I may actually enjoy his company, but when I almost got home, I felt nervous about everything. "Don't worry, everything will be okay" Jisung told me and held my hand which surprised me due to his sudden action "oh yeah okay...I hope so, but wait if we go home my mom will see you!" I told him panicking a bit unsure of what we could do to possibly hide him or else my mom would ask me all sorts of questions or even ask Jisung.
"Don't worry, I'll pass by the backyard okay? And then she won't see me." He says in a enthusiastic tone which confused me "wait but how will you get to my room?" I held his wrist unconsciously and he just turned around to put a finger on my lips "that's my little secret"Jisung answers me before walking towards the backyard. I was unsure of his plan, but I didn't have time to think, because the devil herself was here to get me.
"LEE Y/N! WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?! I CALLED YOU ON YOUR PHONE 5 TIMES ALREADY AND YOU DIDN'T ANSWER ME!" My mom yelled at me and I took out my phone confused for a second before realizing I muted it. "Oh sorry mom, I guess I muted my phone" I said awkwardly before she sighed and walked in as I followed her. She sighed as he just walked back inside the house
"okay just do the dishes and go back upstairs. Seriously you disappoint me. Why can't be more like your sister?" She said and left to prepare for her party the weekend. I pretended not to care whenever she said that, but to tell the truth I was really tired. I hated being compared to her and it really hurt a lot, because my mom never helped me whenever I needed it. I always had to do everything myself and she never payed attention to what I did even when I thought I did a good job. After finishing the dishes, I took a sandwich and walked upstairs not really giving a damn of whatever was going around me. Maybe I should do my homework I thought to myself.
When I closed the door to my room, I was surprised seeing Jisung in front of me till I remember and facepalmed. "Oh yeah I'm sorry I forgot you" I said awkwardly as I walked towards my desk, but I could see a look on his face and I couldn't really decifer what it was, but he seemed sad
"What is it?....are you okay?" I asked hesitantly and Jisung didn't say anything. He just walked in my direction and suddenly he embraced me in his arms. "I heard everything...it's okay I'm here" Jisung told me softly rubbing my back.
Just let it all out...
I heard him whisper to me like an echo to my heart and it broke me. I cried and cried all night and he was just here holding me. Not saying anything else and the last thing I could remember was a goodnight, before my sight went completely black, but weirdly, I felt safe.
It was a safe place......my new safe place....
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Lost and Found (Han Jisung ff)
FanficWhen you think that your life should be perfect, because everyone said so. Y/N wasn't abused or bullied. She's a perfectly normal according to what her family and friends tells her and that's how she thought she should feel, but does she really feel...