Hey Taylor,
It's been awhile hasn't it? I'm sorry I've just been so busy with school and standardized tests, it's been very stressful. Speaking up stress that's another thing weighing me down, I think I have an GAD (generalized anxiety disorder) it's basically like you feel anxiety when you're under stress and it doesn't stop until the stress is gone. I think I have it because every time I think about my health or I'm in a social situation my heart beats faster, I feel lightheaded, I feel like I'm not actually there, I feel like I'm floating,I get pain in my chest, stomach and head, and sometimes my legs and arms with tingle. It has not been fun and I've been seeing a counselor for it. I'm also stressed about my friends which doesn't make anything better of course, but they just don't seem like real friends. They have called me weird, made fun of my nose, and make fun of my anxiety, which should not be made fun of because it makes things worse. So maybe I'll hold off on trying to discover why I'm not sexually attracted to anyone until I figure out who my real friends are.
Love,
Daisy
Hey guys, these are pretty much my problems the past few months but I thought I'd write something to explain why I haven't been updating I apologize deeply and will try to find inspiration soon, if you have any advice for the anxiety, you can comment it or send a pm.
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Diary of an Asexual
Teen FictionDaisy Blist, freshman at Carter High, starts to question her sexuality when her friends talk about having sex with guys, but while coming to terms with it she might hit a few bumps in the road
