Diary of an Asexual

6/16/15

I have one last time by Ariana Grande stuck in my head, so I decided I would put it in the media. I hopefully will have some more inspiration to write soon
Enjoy!
Hey Taylor,
School is finally over and summer awaits. Maybe I'll finally find someone to go on a date with, I don't think it's likely though. Since the last time we talked I've made a spam account on Instagram and I feel as though the stress of my sexuality is not as big when I'm posting. As I'm writing in you though the thought is just there in my mind, why don't I like anyone? Why does no one interest me in that way? Why does everybody even care what I am? Why do we need labels? I mean what are we a bunch of canned goods? No, I didn't think so, everyone just wants to know who I have a crush on and when I say no one, nobody believes me! It's like I have to be attracted to someone to even be liked. Why do we only talk about crushes anyway? Okay you like someone, but you don't even talk to them or even remotely know them, and you don't even try to get close to them. Sorry, I'm just trying to understand why you would waste such a feeling, especially if they are people at my school that you can actually be like "yo I like you, date me." I just don't see how it's so difficult, and why it's the only thing people want to talk about these days. That's all I have to say today, I'll hopefully write again soon!