In love with you.

CHAPTER 6

Chris's pov

"What else do you want to show me? How bout that bed I see over there." I said pointing at the bed and winking at her. "OH MY GOD GROW UP!" She said as she slapped me on the arm. "Well last time I checked if tour a grown-up then you can do fun things in bed." I said after I laughed at her. "You know what I meant and I have a boyfriend remember he's the quarterback for the football team." She said as she walked to a different door and opened it and went inside. "Hey you ok?" I asked her yelling through the door. "Yeah I'm just taking off my makeup." She yelled back at me. "You told me that you didn't wear makeup." I yelled back asumeimg that she was in her own bathroom. "Can i come in?" I asked her walking towards the door. She didn't say anything but just opened the door. The first thing I could think she was doing was cutting.  "You didn't hurt yourself again did you?" I asked her pulling her into a hug. "No" she quietly said. "I just.... it's umm.... never mind." She started to tell me as she wiped away the tears. "No tell me." I said as I put my hands around her face rubbing her with my thumb. "I haven't heard from my Jack in about 1 month and I'm worried about him I mean I've seen him in shool and we've talked a little bit but we don't even text anymore." She said as more tears came down her cheek. As I brushed them away I pulled her close to my face and did the stupidest thing I could have ever done to a girl who was not in the right place. I leaned in close to her to where I could feel her hot breathe on my lips and I slowly leaned in closer and closer until our lips met. She quickly kissed me back and before I knew it I had my tongue halfway down her throat. I picked her up and put her legs around my waist. I moved over to the bed and set her down she took off her shirt exposing the purple and pink lace bra she was wearing. I started to kiss her neck and then realized that I couldn't do this to her because I knew her heart would get broken if I did. I stopped kissing her and she looked at me as if she was asking me to keep going. "I can't." I said as I turned around. "Why not it's not like Jack's gonna do anything." She said and I turned back around and looked her dead in the eye. "Because I'm going to be the one who you fall in love with and then break you heart and I don't want to to that to you." I explained "So don't be the one to break my heart. It's already breaking." She said as she sat on her knees and put her hands around my neck and gave me another long kiss. I softly pushed her back. "Yeah and that's bad enough." I said as I handed her shirt back to her. "Is never asked to marry you I just want this. At least for now." She said as she stood up and walked over to me and looked me in the eye. "But it's still hurting you" I said as I picked her back up and put her on the bed. "We just met too." I said as she took her shirt back off. "That doesn't matter." She said as she took off my shirt. The air was cold at first but then the heat between us pushed away the cold air.  "I don't have a condom." I said quickly in between breathes. "In the desk over there Jack put some there." She said as she pointed to a brown computer desk. I got off of her and went to the desk. I opened the only door that there was and found 15 comdoms. "Damn he must have thought y'all would do it alot!" I stated. "Yeah he would always try to but I pushed him away." She told me. "Emily are you sure about this?" I asked her one last time before really doing it. "100 percent." She said as she sat up and without a doubt in her mind that she would regret this. "Ok then."