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⥃Antonio p.o.v⥄

What the fucking twist it is?

How come I not know about all these?

Why did my mom told me that she is an orphan?

What the bloody thing it is?

" Antonio " I lifted my head to the calm and pleasant voice with a tired look.

I am hell sleepy but my mind is refusing to do so. I have been pacing from one corner to other in my room.

She looked worried.

" If you don't mind me asking.... What's bothering you? " She gazed into my eyes. " You look disturbed " nice guess or whatever.

" Why did your father never let you see my mom picture? " I asked her.

She realised, " He lost the only photograph he had with him. "

" Did your grandfather told you anything about Smiths or my mother? "

" No. But grandpa used to ask me about your mother. " She replied.

" Why?... Why did not he ask your father instead? " This is so suspicious.

" As you saw this afternoon. My father and my grandfather are not on talking terms from the we started living with my uncle's family " she replied.

So, that is why he collected information from Serena.

" Why? "

" I don't know. Whenever I ask about it, they mislead me to someother conversation "

" What about your father? ", " Why he was so interested to tell you about my mom? "

" I once asked him the same question that why he admire her so much... He replied one thing... She resembles more like his lost sister " what the fuck?

" What do you mean by lost? "

" Dead " she replied.

" What actually it is?... Can you tell me more clearly? "

" I don't know anything about her but my dad told me that his father  and his sister met with a car accident.. And by the time my grandma reached the hospital they has to witness my grandpa in emergency and a baggage of ashes " holy god!

That was horrible.

" It's frightful "

She nodded her head looking out from the window, " God always plays with innocents " she said and walked back to the bed. " Better get back to sleep. You're drained out " she commented and covered herself in bedsheet.

A smile formed on my face.

How she reacts when I say that I am not going to divorce her?

What she thinks about me when I say I LOVE YOU?

Yeah... It was the reason why I went looking for Olivia on the day of her 25th birthday.. I wanted to say her about my feelings on Serena. Thankfully, I found her in different place and with familiar person. But telling Serena about my feelings only make her think about me in wrong way.

She might think that I am playboy or a cheater.

I don't want her to see me as a person who jumps to another after a breakup. I want her to see me as a man whom she can trust for eternity.

I want to be her first and last in everything.

With the smile, I walked to her slowly and gently placed a kiss on her forehead.