Mine ✓

Mrs. Serena

For Sredhasivan
And
deepthikedlaya

✽ Ninny p.o.v ✽

" Why don't you sleep in grams or Ava's room? " He asked me. I wiped the tardiness out of my eyes and rose up.

" I don't want anyone to ask me leave the room. It's better if I stay in my limits " I said. From day one in his mansion, either I was being kicked out or misunderstood.

I sat on the sofa and adjusted the pillow without giving him a glance.

" Don't you feel uncomfortable on that sofa? " He asked me like he has concern on me. For a minute, it felt good... Really made my day but after some time, he will regret it. I downed my look to the fingers in my lap. And again looked at him with courage built inside.

" From few days, I have been sleeping on the couch even I was in someone's room. Now, sofa is more comfortable than a couch... Don't worry, I am planning to stay in residential. Your sofa will be sacred after two or one day. " I replied. Tears are ready to fall down if I let them down. " Good night to myself " I said and slept on the couch with my back to him and my front to the head board.

He is still there. I sighed and managed to tell him that he wants to hates me.

" Don't say that you have concern on this filthy girl. You know, you have to hate me in first place... I will be thankful if you leave. " I said and my stomach grumbled.

God! Why it has to make back ground music now. I curled together and laid down quietly holding my stomach.

" Didn't you eat? " He angered. I am in no mood to argue with him or to hear him roaring. I closed my eyes tightly.

I have been doing what he and Olivia asked me to do. I have been avoiding their presence and what to say from the morning, they are in the kitchen. I didn't dare to cook for myself nor I have energy to walk out of the mansion. In the evening, I was drowsed in hectic work as I took a leave today and forgot about food and slept with dizziness. Then, he has to order me for coffee but not for one time.. two times. I managed to give them the first time but I nearly had a someone to do mining in my brain, it hurt alot. I asked the maid to do it and now, I tried to cook for myself but no energy. So, I adjusted with some fruits.

And still my stomach has to grumble. Idiot stomach.

" I asked you something, god damn it? " He yelled. I flinched but quickly covered it.

I already told you I am not in right mood to argue.

" Alexa, set an alarm for 5'O clock in the morning " I said.

' Alarm set for the 5'O clock in the morning '

She replied and snuggled into my pillow. Tears started when I felt him leaving. I checked wheather he left or not and turned of the air conditioner. I am cold enough, and I don't want to freeze by the morning.

He might be sleeping with Olivia... On the same bed.... Maybe in his arms..... They must be sleeping peacefully.

Why god has to do this to me?

He would have matched me to someone else who stayed with me, talking to me and respecting me.

What my father did to Smiths that made Antonio hate me like hell?.

He doesn't even care whether I ate or slept. And here I am, thinking that he cares. So much pain. I can't bear it. He never trusts me. For him, I am just a walking hell. I am sin for him. No matter how much I try to prove him wrong in my matter he will never give me a chance, until he feels I am no harm. And this will never happen till this marriage ends.