Chapter 1

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I won't do a big talk in the beginning of this story. I will just write so you can finally read. But I will do a little warning before the story starts.

Warning, story continues:
•Drugs
•Abuse
•Swearing
•Suicide
•Sexual parts (nearly abuse)
•For someone maybe disturbing moments/scenes

Okay let's go with the story :)
I hope y'all will enjoy it <3

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I woke up at 6am. Just like I did everyday. Today is Friday luckily. I'm happy about it because I have finally weekend. I got myself ready for school.  everyday I wear my oversized clothes. Not because I'm fat or I have to hide something. It's just comfortable. It gives me a little bit of the feeling that I'm safe. But even tho I have the feeling of safety I will never be safe. Not at home, not in school, not even when I just go out for a walk. Something will always happen. Even if I just trip and fall. But the things that happen at home and in school are way worse than outside.

I'm kinda afraid of these two places that's why I try to stay at my best friends house. I know her now since we two are 7. So 8 years till now.
On my way to school I listen to music with my headphones just like everyday. I love listening to "the neighborhood". They make such beautiful songs. They go deep sometimes but I love the melodies to it.
I'm standing in front of my school. It's a big building. We have here like 10.000 students but I don't mind it. I just mind the things that happen here. A feeling like I get stabbed rushes trough my body when I start to think about the last days. It was pure hell and now it will repeat again.
I walk up to the big brown door. Listening to music but still hearing the others laughing about me. I go upstairs and enter my classroom. I watch around and then I spot somebody. I didn't see him before.. He must be new but I don't mind it either. He sits on the place next to mine. I go up to him and sit down. "Ehh..Hey? Are you new?", I quietly dare myself to ask him. "Yeah. You are?", he looks at me. His eyes light blue. Nearly to the blue that colours the sky on bright days. It's like I'm staring into the sky mixed with the Ocean. "Hello??" he snaps with his fingers and I directly wince. "I..I am Eri!" I directly turn away as I said this and from then on I only concentrate on my Music. Until, Toby comes. I look up to him, he holds a bottle in his hand. But it's not water. It's Coke.
"Hey slut. When was your last shower?" he asks with a rude tone. "Yester-" I couldn't continue my sentence. I just feel the Coke running down my body. It's disgusting. So sticky. I dare myself to look down. "What the fuck is wrong with you?!" the new boy yells at Toby. I look up to see him stand next to me. He looks angry. "Hey..it's okay..I'll just go clean myself.." I say quietly so only the new boy will understand me. He grabs my hand and pulls me into an empty room and locks the door. I stare at him again. "Take of your hoodie." I look at him in shock and shake my head fast. I won't stand in front of him without a hoodie! Then he takes of his hoodie and grabs me. He tries to put off my hoodie but I push him away fast. "No!! Don't touch me!!" I say to him already having watery eyes. I run out of the room and leave the school. I run as fast I can. I don't know where I am but I know that I never want to come back.
After 30 minutes running I stop to take a break. My lungs hurt. They are burning as fuck. "FUUUUCK!!" I scream as loud as I can making some people look at me. And then someone quick grabs my hand. I gasp in shock and turn around just to see my best friend.
I relax quickly. "What are you doing here? Why aren't you in school Eri?" she asks fast talking. She always talks fast that nearly nobody understands her. "Breath Mary! Breath!" I say giggling. She just punches my arm softly and starts laughing. "Okay Okay! But why aren't you in school?" she asks me again. "I got bullied again and a new guy tried to take off my Hoodie. I got scared and overwhelmed so I ran away" I look on the ground knowing that she stares at me like I got a cloud with rain above my head. She doesn't say anything. She just hugs me. I directly hug her back getting the feeling of safety again. God I love this girl! She is such a good friend!
We went to a Café and she bought me some tea. She knows what my favorite is. She got herself a donut. "Are you sure you don't want these donuts!? They are soooo good!" She nearly screams at me. "Yes, I'm sure" I say relaxed. I close my eyes and wait for my tea to get served. After we both drank our drinks we go to her house and her Mom allowed me to stay for the weekend. I wish her Mom was mine too. But in the end it is like it is.
We both went up to her room to watch a movie. I told her what happened in school with the Coke and she directly gave me some clothes I brought here some weeks ago in case sometime like this happens. I change my clothes and we both sit down on her bed. I really adore her room. We always sleep together in her bed. It's no problem for me now tho we know each other for so long. "So! What do you want to watch?" she asks me. I think for a while. "What about a Horror movie? Maybe IT?" I ask. "Sure!! I love the scene where Penny Wise eats Georgie's Arm" she says and we both burst out laughing. After talking for a bit longer we finally watch the movie. We both don't think it's creepy. It's more like a funny movie for us because we watched it that often. After a while Mary's Mom calls up on us for Lunch. We both go downstairs and eat Spaghetti with Cheesesauce. I love this meal from her mom. It tastes soooo good. It's the best thing I ever ate! "I made it just for you" her mom says smiling at me. "Mom! Why do you never make such things for me..?" Mary says and then looks at me. We stare at each other for a few seconds and her mom watches us. After a few minutes we all three start laughing. It was very funny. Mary has such an Angel as mom. I wish my mom was like that. After Lunch I help her Mom with the dishes and go to Mary. We continue our movie. It was really cool with her.

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OKAYYYY! This was chapter one. I hope y'all like it. It's not that long because I have much to do. I hope I won't lose my motivation on this story that fast- Guys please leave comments to remind me :'))
I always forget things that fast ¦<
Have a good day!! Your tea :D

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