So I messaged Jordan back. I said that I could never hate him, but yeah, he seen it but didn't bother to write anything back. So I wrote something else. I said that he didn't hurt me in the way he thinks. He never messaged me back. But it was labeled as seen. That ass wipe. Maybe I can hate him. He's making it pretty damn easy.
I was in math class, I randomly started to ball because of jennica, Alyssa, and Maddie. They where just being plain rude.
My teacher came over and rubbed my arm and asked if I was okay, I shook my head and she left. That's when I felt the tears stream down my face. Alyssa came over and asked if I was okay. I nodded my head once more and she walked away. I started to cry worse and stood up and turned to leave. When I was walking by Alyssa she touched my arm and asked if I was okay, I shook her off and nodded my head again and picked up my pace, that's when the teacher yelled my name.. I ran out the door and half way down the hall but she was right behind my yelling my name. So i turned around and she asked if I was okay. I nodded my head.
She asked if I had someone to talk to. Kelly wasn't in class, she missed a presentation and she had to leave to see it.
"Not Alyssa?"
"Nope"
"Nobody?"
Don't rub it in... "Nope"
"How about when Kelly comes back? She'll be here in like 15 minutes"
"Okay"
She lead me over to the pod in the back of the classroom and I sit in the dark and Waite.
Kelly and I walked down the hall and stay on the benches. It was the middle school recess and I needed to pee.
Washing my hands I noticed a familiar face, a very familiar face, looking right at me threw the door way. First thing that went threw my mind was, well everything that I regret, secondly was, 'you perv!!'
I put my head down and dry my hands. When I look at the face, it's gone. So I think that it's safe to leave. Me an Kelly walk out of the bathroom. Well guess what. I was wrong.
Why does the fountain have to be right beside the girls bathroom...
I avoid Eric's eyes an walk right by him, I could have stuck out my finger an touch his arm. I ignore his stair an cover my gaping mouth.
When I'm out of ear shot I look at Kelly and tell her the awkward encounter.
"I didn't even notice him"
Didn't expect you to.
That day went by pretty fast.
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Sorry this is so short.
