Perfect Summer

Chapter six

Samara P.O.V

Nothing felt so right yet so wrong. Charlie had slowly edged me towards the wall and we were now up against it kissing, I suddenly realised that we were out in public where everyone could see, I violently pushed him away from me so he was almost on the other side of the pavement. He looked hurt.

"Samara Im sorry I-I shouldn't have kissed you and I know Ive only known you for a few days but Im falling for you and Ive wanted to kiss you like that ever since I met you... I understand if you don't feel the same way." His voice had a whiny pleasing tone to it.

"I need some time to think Charlie."

With that I turned and walked away this time he didn't follow me. I couldn't believe what had just happen I barely knew him and he barely knew me. He is trouble I thought to myself, he'll only play you Samara I said to myself over and over again but somehow I couldn't bring myself to hate him or even have a strong dislike towards him. The only thing I hated about Charlie Evans was the feeling that came along with him.

Tuesday-----------------------------

I went to bed as soon as I got in on the Monday, I didn't want to think about Charlie, at least for the mean time.

I asked mum if I could have the day off today because 'I wasn't feeling very well' of course I wasn't ill but I didnt fancy bumping into he who shall not be named.

*click*

That was the door . Mum had finally gone to work for the day. I checked my phone, nothing; not even a text from one of the girls. I sighed and thought to myself, I always put in 110 percent effort and only get half in return, fuck you then I said out loud. It felt good.

I decided to have a lazy duvet day so I pulled my duvet downstairs and flopped on the green couch, we'd had it for years, and it had started to sag in the middle but it was by far the comfiest sofa ever.

*Beep.Beep*

It was a text from charlie:

' hey meet me on corner in 5 mins we need 2 speak. Charlie xxx'

I just stared at it thinking what to say, I hadn't thought about him for most the morning but once again the text reminded me of the kiss and how I felt so light headed and carefree in his company.

'Cant Im ill @ home sorri xxx'

*Beep.Beep*

'Daym :-( Can I cum to urs later then, I really need to talk to u?xxx'

'No. U know that I need some time 2 think about things. Ill see u 2morrow.xxx'

*Beep.Beep'

'K then suit yourself.'

He was annoyed with me but I didn't care, I know I properly should have let him come over to talk later but the thing was I didn't know what to say to him.

I must had fallen asleep on the sofa because I woke to a brisk knock on the door. I pulled myself up from the low slung sofa and answered the continuous pounding at the door. Molly was stood at the door and she didn't look happy.

"What the hell Samara! What were you thinking? Charlie Evans seriously? He's bad news, he has a new girl on his agenda every week! I don't want to see you get hurt by this jerk! I cant believe you, youre... youre so straight laced and yet you go for the complete opporsite of Charlie bloody Evans!"she screamed, Mols looked half like she wanted to jump up and down with excitement and the other half scold me like a stern mother.

I only needed to guess that someone had seen us kissing and that it was all round school. Arghh great just what I needed.

Molly ended up staying that night and she told me that everything would be fine and that it'd die down by the end of the week, I didn't care about anyone else's opinion, I was just dreading having to have the inevitable talk with Charlie about whats going on. I told Mols everything over a shared tub a Ben and Jerry's, it felt like old times, before James or Charlie and when everything was care free, I missed that. Molly told be to be careful with Charlie because of his reputation but that she was happy for me, I was surprised really it wasn't the way I imagined her to react.

*Beep.Beep*

I woke to the sound of my text tone going off and checked the time. 1 am in the morning. Fuck sake. My heart skipped a beat when I saw it was from Charlie.

'Hey Samara. Im sorry if this wakes you but I just wanted to say that Im sorry people know about us kissing and the rumours going round about us dating and that I hope you feel better to come in tomorrow because I really need to speak to you about 'us' because Im not going to deny it anymore I want that so badly and I want to know if you feel that same. I bet you'll think I'm mad because we've only know each other for two minutes but its the truth, sweet dreams. Charlie. xxxxxx'

'Ill see you tomorrow to talk. Samara. xxx'

'Ok can I pick you up from your house to walk and talk before school?xxxxxx'

'Yes ok. Cya tomorrow. Night.xxxxxx'

I lay awake for a while longer before falling straight back into a baby like sleep.

~~~~~ wednesday ~~~~~~~

Knock.Knock

I felt very mixed emotions when I saw Charlie. He looked at me very intensely for a few moments before he hugged me, we stood hugging for what seemed forever. Molly had decided to walk home early that morning so we could talk properly about what happened. I had nothing to say to him. He started off the talking.

"Samara Im sorry about kissing you I know its not what you wanted and I know you felt uncomfortable about it,Im sorry. The truth is though that I want to see a lot more of you, I think I like you which seems ridiculous because we've only know each other for a few days but thats why I want to get to know you."

"I don't know what to say Charlie, Im confussed and unsure about you."

I felt bad saying that but it was the truth. We walked in silence for a while and then Charlie grabbed my hand and laced his fingers through mine, my whole arm shuddered from his touch. We were near school now and people could see us walking. Hand in hand. I pulled my hand away quickly, he looked hurt but i didn't want the rumours to carry on.

To be completely truthful I wasn't sure about Charlie he made me feel light headed and giddy but at the same time something told me it wasn't right to feel that way about him because of his reputation and his tendencies, I knew in the back of my head that I would get hurt by him, I didn't need anymore disappointment in my life after my dad passing away that was for sure.

"Charlie I think that we should go our separate ways here I don't want more rumours you know.." I said barely in a whisper.

"Yeah I suppose, can I see you at lunch?"

"I don't think thats a good id-"

He cut me off.

"Samara I'm going to a party this weekend and I want you to come with me, will you come?"

My instinct was to say no but for some reason I said yes. Silly girl Samara silly girl. I was getting attached and I couldn't stop myself.

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