||Book 1||
♡Aliasha Rathore♡
~"har aashiq ki ajab kahani hai, chup rehna bhi pyaar ki nishani hai".
A 24 year-old global superstar. She has everything a girl could only dream of.
Looks▪︎Fame▪︎ Money
Still, there is something missing in her life. Wi...
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Trigger Warning: This chapter contains sensitive content like self-harm and suicide.
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Hurt. Shattered. Breathless.
These phrases were what Kabir was feeling.
It has been two weeks since she abandoned him. Turned her back to their eleven years relationship.
They were supposed to get married today. He was supposed to be the happiest person marrying the woman who he was sure was the love of his life.
The woman he loved so much that now that she has left him he didn't know what to do with his life anymore. He didn't want to live anymore.
He never thought one day would come he would live a life where there was no Natasha.
She was his forever. His everything.
It's been three weeks since he hadn't been to the office and hadn't received any calls.
His family got to know about his breakup from media outlets and when they tried to check up on him he didn't open the door.
He doesn't want to see anyone. He doesn't want to talk to anyone. He doesn't need anyone. He just needs Natasha. His Natasha.
He needed her so desperately that he could do anything even go as low to beg her. If she asked him to beg he would do it, if she asked him to name his life on her name he would do it.
He knew that he would never be the same person. He was truly and completely in love with her. Their almost was haunting him.
There were no more tears left in him. He didn't know how to numb the pain.
It was making him breathless.
It can only soothe if she returns or if he goes to sleep.
Too often the only escape is sleep.
But he couldn't even do that. All, he could see were nightmares. Nightmares which weren't far from reality.
Hell, what his life has become now.
What comes after the pain is hatred. Hatred for her. He hoped she would regret giving up on them.
He wanted to discard all her memories. All her touches.
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He went to bathe. He Sat inside the bathtub. Scrubbing his body when it suddenly hit him what he was doing. He was removing her touches. How can he?
He started cursing himself for hating her. Hating his Natasha. How could he? He wanted to punish himself. Punish that he even for once cursed her, prayed for her sadness, hated her. How could he?
He filled the water in the bathtub to the brink. Closed his eyes and went to sleep.
Long peaceful sleep.
His breathing started getting slower. He was losing consciousness.
He was breathless but He was happy and at peace.
Memories of him and Natasha playing like a film in front of his eyes.
"Natasha" was all he uttered before he went to dreamland.
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Dreamland where he and Natasha were sitting in the garden of their house from where they watched their two kids playing. It was just like he had always imagined.
It was perfect. It was his halcyon.
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Sequel of halcyon,"Alika is out now." Please check it out.
