अनिDita -'Feeलिंग Of अनExpected लove'

PART 69 - Guilty anirudh...

Anirudh's heart and mind was filled with guilt and it was killing him from inside that he didn't trust his bondita and blamed her still at the end she cares for him... But what he did to her... Blamed, blamed and blamed her love for him....
At night after shooting direction suggested him to now he should find out a way to seek her apology for his mistake... And after 4 days he has holiday also so he can take her somewhere and light her mood...
Anirudh nodded and went out but thought to pick bondita on his way and called her..
She didn't picked up his call... So he just messaged her that he is coming to pick her to which she replied back that she has night duty today... So he don't need to pick her and can go to home directly....
He with a disappointed mood went to home, had dinner after fresh up and went to sleep but it's like his eyes we're not ready to enhulf sleep so soon....
He is continuously taking turns in bed while thinking about bondita's words....
Like this after what felt like ages, sleep finally engulfed him at early morning and when he wake up, it was 7 am....
He fastly wake up ans went outside to find bondita as she was not in room...
Sujata saw anirudh wondering here and there....

Sujata - are anirudh yth gye tum... Toh jao  ready ho jao...

Anirudh - maa bondita kaha hai...???

Sujata - are haan bondita ko 2 week ke liye apni kisi dost ke ghar gyi hai...

Anirudh - kya??? Kyu lekin..

Sujata - kya kyu.. Tujhe nhi kya??? Are kahi camp laga hai jisme young doctors ko paricipate karna hai... Usi me... Toh yaha se use roz 1hrs safar karna padta isiliye uski dost wahi rehti hai kahi aas pass toh wo chli gyi uske saath rehne... Kyuki agar kabhi raat me bhi bula liya use toh kaise jaati akele raat me... Or tu toh aise puchh rha hai jaise tujhe nhi pta tha uske camp ke baare me... Are 4 din pehle hi bataya tha usne hume tog tumhe bhi bataya hoga na..???

Anirudh lied in yes as he knows that from many days they were not in good terms and that too because of him... She once tried to say something about camp but he didn't listened her and said that he don't have any interest in listening about her work.... And now he is feeling anger on him for not even once he listened her.... Because he wants to ask forgiveness immediately but she is not with him...

He went back to his room and called her many time in a hope that she will accept his call atleast for once but she didn't... At last he felt dejected and falls on bed with tears in his eyes... He gets ready and without breakfast went to his shooting...
Looking at anirudh's face director understood that thing were same between them and asked him to which he said everything and was feeling sad and said that today he is not feeling well to shoot to which director reminded him bondita's words... How she said that he should not mix profession and personal life together... Because many fans were waiting for him only, to see him on TV....  So he should focus on his shoot now and thought how to mend her later...
Anirudh agreed and did his work with while focus..
Later at night again he tried to call and this time someone received it and informed him that she is meeting with some seniors and when will come even she don't know....

Anirudh told her to say bondita thag he had called her...
Like this 4 days went out but bondita didn't call him... In fact she onky messged him asking whether he had his food or not and nothing else....

Today is holiday and anirudh is determined that today he will go to her camp place and will ask forgiveness there only... He this time called khushi as he knows where the camp is held...

Khushi - hello...

Anirudh - khushi.... Sorry to disturb you lekin kya tum bata sakti ho ki bondita ka camp kaha hai... Or wo apni kis friend ke saath reh rhi hai...

“Kyu janna hai aapko sir...”

“kyu kya mtlab??? Mujhe milna hai apni wife se... Please bata do.. ”

“ lekin meri dost aapse nhi milna chahti hai abhi... ”

“ kyu... ”

“ kyu apko nhi pta... Aapne hi toh dil dukhaya hai... ” taunted she while he felt guilt...

“ I know...”

“ u know what sir... Jab usne mujhe bataya tab main pehle maani hi nhi... Kyuki aap, jisne meri dost ke liye 2 saal wait kiya... Wo uske pyaar par ilzaam lagaye ye toh kbhi hi hi nhi sakta hai... Lekin jab maine uske aankhon me sachhai ke aasu dekhe tab mujhe pta chla... She is right.... ” her every words making him more guilt... “ wo toh mere saath nhi rehna chahti thi lekin aapke ignorant ke karan hi wo mere saath reh rhi hai... How could u sir....???? ”

“ I know...I know khushi...i have made a mistak....siliye toh main usse itne din se maafi mangna chahta hu lekin wo mere calls hi nhi utha rhi hai ... Please bata do kaha hai wo... Please.... Ek chance toh de do mujhe.... Ek baar sorry kehna hai use..please...” pleaded he while she understood that he really wants forgiveness...

“ ok... Bhejti hu... ”

“ thank u.. Thank u.. Khushi.. Tum bhut achhi ho.. Tum address bhej do... ” said he and after disconnecting the calls,  she send him the address...

“ aa rha hu main bondita... Tumse maafi mangne... Bas Ek mauka de do... Sab thik kar dunga... ” said he to her photo and went to hall to inform his mother about he going to meet bondita....

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That's all for today...
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~A Saurav....