𝑩𝒊𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑯𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒔

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|CHAPTER 3|

A/N: TRIGGER WARNING.

My heart starts to beat fast and I scream instinctively right before his hand clasps my mouth to stop me from screaming.

I bite the hand clasping my mouth which makes his grip on me loosen. He releases a few curse words and slaps me hard in the face.

The slap stung like a bitch. It hurt so bad that tears were involuntary shed. I didn't want him to feel in control but I was starting to give up really fast. I'm surprised that I'm not bleeding from the mouth because the slap came with a lot of force.

He holds his bitten hand while still releasing some profanities. He grips me tight in a position that I can't escape from.

I don't know what to do.

I try to push myself out of his embrace but his grip on me just tightens with every move that I make. He forcefully turns me around and starts aggressively kissing my lips and then he goes down to my neck with his hand clasping my neck. I try to push him away from me but my efforts go in vain because he's way stronger than I am. I try forcing his hand off my neck because his pressing a little too hard I might end up suffocating, which I fail to do.

I don't know what can happen if I screamed, what if he was armed? 

With the music playing no one was going to be able to hear me, they'd probably think it's something normal considering the number of moanings and screams that were being heard.

Unless someone was close to this room that's the only way they'd hear me.

But am I willing to take that risk? No.

With glossy eyes, I finally gather the strength to look at my attacker and it is one of Adrian's friends, Thomas Jenkins.

My heart aches, he looks so high and drunk that he probably isn't even in his right state of mind.

I scratch the hand that is trying to choke me because my body size isn't really helping me right now.

I don't want to give up, I want to at least try and fight back but I feel powerless.

He forcefully yanks my body and pushes me onto the Bed. He pings my hands on the top of my head and towers over me with his legs locking mine from making any movements. He begins to aggressively kiss my neck. He is unable to kiss my lips because I keep on moving my face.

He then decides to again hold my neck in a choking manner. "Make any movement and i'll literally choke you to death." He whispers in my ear giving me unnerving chills and causing fear to thrash through my body.

God? Now is the right time to send me my angel Gabriel, I know I'm a sinner and I don't pray to you as much as I should but I can't loose my virginity like this. At least not to this fucker.

He is about to rip my underwear off of me and I zone out and accept my fate as it is.

I feel him get yanked off of me.

Okay so God actually sent me my angel Gabriel.

The person that has pulled him off of me starts punching him and soon people gather to watch what is happening, Tess and Kelly ran over to me putting me in their embrace noticing the state I am in. I see some girls looking at me with discuss on there faces whispering among themselves probably judging me. I put my head onto kelly's chest to avoid prying eyes.

I now understand why certain rape victims fail to come out in the open. It's because of people like these. They have seen the state that I am. They can tell that I am emotionally unstable but they still choose to judge me.

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Torah chased everyone out of the room "the party is over, what in the world are you fuckers looking at? Get out of my fucking house." She goes chasing the people out of the house with the help of zayne.

It was already passed midnight anyways.

Adrian's friend Mike pulled him off of the guy because he was going to kill him if he hadn't.

The guy immediately got on his feet and ran out of the room not before getting a kick to the ass from mike.

Body wise, Adrian was going to win the fight if the guy had decided to fight back because his definitely way stronger and more built, everyone knows that, I guess that's why he got up without a fight.

Adrian looks so furious.

I do not even have the energy to ask him what he was doing here because he wasn't invited. I was happy he had shown up because I don't know what would have become of me if he hadn't.

The person I refused to give my virginity to is the one that came to save me when it was almost forcefully taken away from me. 

Karma really is a bitch.

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I was trembling, I felt disgusting, I couldn't stop crying or wondering what would have happened if Adrian didn't come to my rescue. I didn't want to be in the room anymore I wanted to be in a different room or rather a place.

I wouldn't relax if I was still here. "I wan_t to go home," I said in-between tears, my face was probably smeared with my makeup at this time due to the uncontrollable tears that were sparaling on my face like a waterfalls. "Kelly can you please take me home." I finished off like a baby that has gone to daycare for the first time without the parents presence.

Before she even answers back, Adrian cuts in, " I'll take her". He blurted out. "No you're not, dumb ass." Tess denied. " You're not taking her home after your friend almost raped her and knowing you, you'd probably do worse to her." Kelly joined in.

I didn't want to stay here anymore and I knew that this argument would only ignite if I didn't cut in. "Guys! I just want to go home. I don't care_ who takes me." They all stop arguing and stare at me as if they did not expect me to talk.

Or are people that are emotionally drained not supposed to talk? I think i'm missing something.

I felt so vulnerable and I hated it.

Adrian came to the side of the bed I was crouching at and he carried me bridal style into his arms. I didn't even have the energy to walk or rant for him to put me down. I laid my head on his chest and closed my eyes. He carried me like I didn't weigh a thing.

He walked out of the bedroom into the hallway and downstairs with Kelly and Tessa following behind us.

He walked out of the back entrance into the driveway. The only cars that were there were his car, Tessa's, Torahs, Zaynes, and a few others.

The house was not empty that's probably why we used the back entrance.  I was enjoying the fresh air and warmth from his body until I didn't feel any of them anymore.

I opened my eyes and saw that we had reached his car. He had put me down in the passenger seat and he buckled my seat belt for me. I thanked him, and said bye to kelly, Tess and Torah.

I didn't even notice when Torah came by, I thought she was still ushering the people out.

I closed my eyes again.

Before drifting off to sleep, I felt something warm cover my body, I didn't have enough energy in me to check what it was. I was so tired of everything, I just wanted to wake up and find out that everything was a dream.

I wonder how my day went from good to bad so drastically. From getting a new car to being sexually assaulted and almost being raped.