Love Bites And So Do I (reader X Ben Drowned) <DISCONTINUED>

chapter 18

A/n: OK well since your 'insanity' is your opposite I decided to make him a guy?  Ok so um yeah.

"Thanks for setting me free (y/n)" his eyes bore into mine.

I stare at him confused and scared at the same time.

"Hm someone seems to be quite quiet huh?I'm kyoki " He laughed. "Let me explain. I'm your outer insanity. You can see me of course but others can't"

"So your like how dark link is to link right?"

"Well basically I guess except everyone has an insanity side. For example you see they girl over there?" I redirect my eyes to where he was pointing.

"Cj?" I questioned.

"Yeah, well I can see her insanity. She's a drug addict and is in love with a guy named Ben, her insanity is uglyer then this chicks personality." He sneered.

"In love with Ben huh?..." A frown appeared on my face and  kyoki seemed to noticed."kyoki..does Ben like me?..."

Kyoki has a confused look on his face before smiling."let me find out." Suddenlt kyoki's eyes went from (o/e/c) to a metallic purple. He stares at Ben and his reaction changes. His eyes turn to their usual color as he looks at me

"You are aware Ben is dangerous right? You aren't allowed to be around a creepypasta. I don't want to hurt you so-" he paused.

"So what?!"

"If your insanity completely takes over then I will have full control of your body and you will become a creepypasta." He looks at a watch and a shocked expression covers kyoki's face " I got to go ok I will see you later." Before o can say anything he vanished.

I got off the bus, my head exploding with info.

"(Y/n)!! Guess what?!-wait-are you ok?"questions.

I nod and put on another fake smile.
"Mhmm yeah I'm fine!" I stick my tongue put playfully." I heard there is this new arcade opening up after school, wanna go?"

Ben's smile faded."well today I'm going to go on a date with Cj so  maybe next time?"

"Oh um yeah sure its cool with me"

Did...Ben just reject me? And over Cj? I don't understand...well I guess it makes sense? Cj is a lot prettier than me and on the popularity scale she is at the very top...

"(Y/n) please don't get jealous of her." I heard Kyoki's voice in my head.

Ben said he would hang out with me at lunch since Cj and her friends were leaving early to see family members I guess.

We sat at lunch and we chatted. When I mean chatted I mean Ben talked while I nod.

"Jase is an amazing athlete! Don't you agree?!"

"Yeah he's cool..."

"You seem different? Did something happen?!" Ben pulled me into a tight hug.

"I'm fine" I said."now stop hugging me or all your popular friends might leave you"

He pulled away and a shocked expression appeared on his face.
"(Y/-)"

I stopped him."just..just.." I felt a tear prick my eye and anger surged through me."JUST GO THE FACK AWAY! STOP ACTING LIKE YOU CARE! CASUE YOU DONT!...y-you never did.." I got up and ran not bothering to listen to Ben call out my name.

He brkme my heart, he left me, I hate him...but why do I still love him?

A/n: good? Let me know what you think. Sorry for 'out of character' characters. Also if you can please votes, comment, whatever you want. I really wanna reach my goal of 200 votes. Ok thanks. Bye my Book dragons!
~lulu~