Love Bites And So Do I (reader X Ben Drowned) <DISCONTINUED>

chapter 19

A/n: I'm dedicating this chappy to PureToxicAriana she (your a chick right? .-.) commented and voted on almost all of the chapters to this story. Also I'm forcing her to be my friend so yeah ^-^
Iv rewritten this chappy 3 times now cuz WATTPAD sucks.so sorry if this chappy is shitty.

I ran as fast as my legs could take me, not bothering to pay attention to Ben's voice calling after me or the shocked faces of the people around me.

I ran up the stairs of the school building trudging my way to the roof.its the only place I can go without people constantly bothering me or bullies being apples
(Apples is my way of saying asshole .-. Just sayin')
My legs felt weak as I collapsed to the ground. Tears streaming down my face.

He never cared? Did he? Its not like I like him? Do I?

Thoughts were going through my head. I couldn't control myself. First I lost my mother, then my dad, my friends, and now....Ben.

It isn't fair. Why?! Why me?! I just wanted a normal life but noooo apparently I don't deserve one.

"I...I F*CKING HATE YOU BEN!!!" I yelled.

"No you don't (y/n)" someone laughed. A familiar laugh of none other than Jeff.

"What do YOU want Jeffrey." I asked coldly wiping away my lose tears.

"No need for that kind of attitude." He continued." You know Ben likes you right?"

I didnt answer.

"When Ben was alive, he never had friends, he never even got to be popular or get a girlfriend." Jeffy stressed the word "girlfriend"." The thing is, Ben likes you a lot. He Cares for you deeply."

"I doubt it" was my simple reply "then if he loves me so much why is he going out with Cj? Huh. Can you explain that!"

"I don't know what goes on in Ben's mind. I cant tell you that for sure.but-"

"Does Ben really like me?" I stopped Jeff as I blush a crimson red.

"Well duh! Of course he does!"

"But what if he doesn't?" I questioned.

Jeff shoved me to the ground and got on top of me restraining my wrists ."then I'll just take you for myself"

I blushed more than before. I tried hiding it but I couldn't. Jeff laughed and got off of me.

"I was just teasing you" he laughed.

I playfully punch his arm. "Your an apple...but your a cool apple"

He laughed more."apple? Well that a first.? Well anyway, if I was you I'd go talk to Ben?..AND NO HOMO BETWEEN ME AND BEN GOT IT!!"

"Damn it.." I faked sighed." I guess no more Ben x Jeff lemons for me" I joked more.

"Whatever, but I gotta go. Slendy pants is probably pissed off that  I left the mansion." Jeff grabbed the hood of my jacket and dragged me to the stairs" now go talk to ben before i do and we know how that might end.ok bye!~ see ya later." He pushed me down the stairs and I nearly die. When I hit the bottom I rubbed my head in pain.

"He really is an asshole." I smiled.

I got up and ran as fast as I could trippi g over my feet every now and then.  For some reason memories of Ben and I flashed in my mind.

(Memory lane of you and Ben moments through out the story. :))

" oh hey love. "he replied" haven't seen ya since the last time you played loz. What's been going on you haven't played in forever. "

"Do I like him?"

I open my eyes and look up. I saw Ben giving me a weak smile. "you can't stay away from me, can't you."

"Of course I don't like him..but-"

"you can sleep....but as long as I'm here with you" ben smirked
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"Stop blaming yourself. I was suppose to be your hero but I blew it.now its more like the two princesses locked up in the tower." Ben sighed.
"That's not true...the fact that you risked your life to keep me safe just makes you more of my hero" I told him.
"Doesnt the hero get his true loves kiss?" Ben places his lips on mine and it felt like fireworks.
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"I...I really do love Ben do I?" I said to myself.

I made it outside of the building as the bell rang signaling school was over for the day.

"BEN!!!" I called out searching for the blonde. I spotted him leaning over a red mustang.I ran up to him "Ben,I need to tell you something-" I stopped as I saw Ben was making out with Cj.

My heart shattered into pieces. My eyes gaped wide open. I turned away hoping Ben didn't notice me there.

"(Y/n)?!" Ben yelled tripping over his feet."please listen to me I'm sorry-"

"Save it." I clenched my teeth." You like Cj I see that now but...-" i paused debating over whether or not i should tell him.

"I LIKE YOU!! NO- I LOVE YOU BEN! I-I HAVE FOR A LONG TIME NOW!!" I looked at my feet in embarrassment.

"(Y/n) I.." Before he could finish his sentence I ran off. I don't want to hear him reject me or be embarassed. In front of everyone.

"Too late for that huh?" I thought.