Sorry for slow updates. :P also their may be slight triggering of self harm but trust me I will not hurt BEN. Promise.
~ben's pov~
Today was the day when (y/n)'s mother would come and visit. I sighed as slender called us to the main room.
"m-mom!?" (y/n) froze for a second before running to her mom and embracing her in a tight hug. A few tears escaped her eyes. "dont leave me again..." (y/n) cried. Her mother nodded and strokes her hair.
"you've grown so much." she smiles.
"of course. And with ben's help I was to get back on my feet after...well fathers death, isn't that right Benny? " (y/n) smiled a reassuring smile at me.
Her mom glares at me and I turn my head away her gaze. "I guess so (your nickname)"
We all sat at the dinner table; tonight's dish was (favorite food). I sat in silence as everyone else chattered. (y/n) tried starting a conversation with me and she acted kinda flirty which wasnt like her. I flashed a fake smile at her and continued eating. (y/n) grabbed my arm and gave me an angry face.
"BEN and I would like to be excused for a moment" She says while dragging me away from the table. She takes me to her room.
"Woah what's the big deal? " I ask. I tried leaving the room but she pins me to the ground.
"not until you tell me what's going on!" she stares me into my eyes. "IM TIRED OF YOU AVOIDING ME! WHAT DID I EVER DO TO YOU!?" I felt her trembling slightly and her face was red.
"(y/n) i-"
Before I could answer she tackles me in a hug. I was taken back in surprise. I feel tears fall onto my face from her."w-why do y-you keep hurting m-me?..." she sniffles. "why do you hate me so much..."
"(y/n) listen, I shouldn't be telling you this but your mother and i arent really on good terms...." I tell her.
"so your saying my mother won't allow you to talk to me?" she sits up giving me breathing space.
"I'm sor-" suddenly a pair of lips was placed on mine. I see (y/n) kissing me. It's a feeling I wanted for a long time. To be able to be here with her. I kiss her back. We pull away for air and she smiles at me.
"I win"
I fake sigh. "You cheated! " She laughed at me.
We returned back to the table, blushing like crazy, everyone was making jokes. But we shrugged them off. Bloody Valentine, (y/n)' mother, rolled her eyes and a few times I swear she was mouthing how much she hates me. At this point I didn't care. I was too damn happy.
After dinner, we all went to sleep. I waved night to (y/n) and entered my room. I walked into the bathroom and opened up the cabinet to reveal a blade. I smiled as I threw it away. (y/n) is the only thing that takes my pain away~
~y/n)'s pov~
I went into my room after waving to BEN. I fell on my bed as a knock was heard in the door.
"can I come in?" my mother's voice asked.
"if you can name one anime character then I will allow it. " I smirked.
She sighs. "damn it what's the name of that blonde shorty who has magic powers and his brother is a robot!" my mom ponders over her answer. "EDWARD ELRIC??"
"Yup come on in"
She walks in the room a smile plastered on her face. "sweetie we need to talk." she sits on my bed.
"Yea sure, what up? "
"I saw the little scenes between you and Benjamin, I didn't think it was appropriate since I commanded you to kill him hun"
"oh...i-" I sighed. "mother I can't do it...I think i-"
"let me guess, you fell in love with him? " she gave me "the look"
I bow my head down"yes..."
"YOU WORTHLESS LITTLE SHI-" she raised her hand ready to pound down on me but she stopped herself."I'm sorry. You need to get over him he only causes you pain" she kissed my forehead and left the room. "goodnight love"
"goodnight mom..." my head hurt with all the thoughts. I cant stop loving him! Why do I have to fall in love with him... I've fallen too hard."
A/n: WOW THIS CHAPPY TOOK SO LONG. ITS 768 WORDS LIKE UGH. enjoy guys XD
VOCÊ ESTÁ LENDO
Love Bites And So Do I (reader X Ben Drowned) <DISCONTINUED>
FanfictionI'm sorry for discontinuing this story
