So instead of texting Dream on Discord I gave him my number.
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This sort of talking went on for a few days and I really got to know Dream and he was actually a really hilarious person. I learned that he had brown hair, green eyes and is one of the tallest members in the SMP. I also kept watching more and more of his videos and grew really fond of his voice. In a few of his videos he made some inside joke comments that only him and I have talked about. I'm happy that he makes those jokes because it feels like the video is just for me, which feels very personal. his voice was very soothing and calming and I really needed that since you know the breakup with Andrew. Speaking of Andrew, he came back to the apartment a few times to collect his stuff. We didn't talk at all to each other but rather I was always in my gaming room and he would be in the bedroom packing. After he finally moved out I felt so relieved. It was like a big weight got lifted off my chest.
He never truly felt like my boyfriend. More so my dad, bossing me around all the time, treating me like a kid and yelling in my face. It never felt loving or caring or any of the above. But I was manipulated into thinking it was ok to have a relationship like that but I'm thankful that Dream showed me how a true human cares for another and every time I talk to him I blush.... Maybe it's because he's the only one right now who is giving me attention and actually cares for me or it could be something else.
