Unfortunately I couldn't get to see Adrian's face today . It would have done a bit of healing to the wound that am trying to nurse lately .I realised that he wasn't active on socials and I wondered if anything had happened to him .I won't lie to my self and say I don't care .I still care about how Adrian's day goes , how he is and if there's anything bothering him .we not enemies anyways we just two broken lovers who came across each other at the wrong Time. A part of my body insists that I call to check up on Adrian but I worry about how I'll feel after the call. He might just respond aggressively or not even take my call at all .Adrian has changed Into something I don't understand lately. It seems like he doesn't consider my feelings even if I try to do right by him ,maybe it is because of the hate that he has for me . I still wonder if what he said about me was what he had really heard or he was making up those stories to get rid of me .
I hope he is fine .I hope his silence isn't caused by him being hurt. I remember the last time he went "ghost" on social media , he had been involved in a fight .I wish he could know how much I miss him and how I miss his touch .
I hope he is alright. I still sit and wonder if he would take me back or if he thinks about me the same way I do . The dude literally lives rent free in my mind above all I wish I could just let go of him and heal from our breakup .
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the wound healing took to long
De Todoafter a break up makasi finds it difficult to move on from her ex. she tries to find someone to fill the gap created by Adrian , because she has to find someone to make her forget about her ex so she can find happiness
