Daddy's Little Princess, at Least She Was [EDITING]

Chapter 29: Now and Forever

I was exactly what they said I was. I was a whore, pathetic, useless, and disgusting. I was never going to be good enough for anybody. To Nate whether or not he's going to admit this he only loved my body, all from the beginning. Kayden, well Kayden just uses me to make himself feel better. My dad can't even stand the thought of me, my own fucking father. My mother basically told me to join her in the brothel, because my body would definitely help with business there.

I

AM

USELESS

Nobody would care if I just slipped away and never returned, hell I wouldn't care either I have officially given up on anybody want me for me. I have given up on life.

I snorted up a large amount of cocaine as a tear slipped down my cheek and I speed off. I ran every red light. Sped past every stop light, and almost crashed four times now. I had a suicide note basically. I was done fighting for what I want. I was so tired of everything being fucked up in my life.

Nate was passed out drunk on the couch with Mallory passed out shirtless on top of him. Kate and Kayden were at her place, and my 'parents' were in a place I will never see again. I have officially been destroyed. Who would have thought the daddy's princess would turn out like I did. I was too fucked up to process anything thing anymore. Everyone that came into my life was now nowhere to be found, the one time I really could have used them with me. My dad and Nate they fucked me up really bad too fucking bad.

I was parked in an old parking garage. I snorted so many lines I drank so many thinks, and started taking to many pills. I was slowly vanishing, for good this time and nobody could stop me.

Nate's POV

I woke up about 20 minutes after I had passed out having to piss. I opened my eyes and my eyes widened at what I saw. Mallory was passed out shirtless on top of me. Fuck not again. I pushed the Mallory off of me and started looking for Kailey. I started getting worried when I couldn't find her, considering we threw this party to get her mind off her dad. I really hope she was with Kayden and Kat. I quickly found my phone and called Kayden. He answered on the fifth ring

"Nate what the fuck?" he growled I must have interrupted something

"Kailey's missing" I snapped "Is she with you two?"

"No, what happened?" he asked and it sounded like he was getting up

"We threw a party and I got fucked up as usual, but when I just woke up and Mallory was shirtless laying on top of me, and I'm pretty sure I know what she saw" I admitted

"Nate if you keep fucking up there won't be any more chances" Kayden huffed "We'll be over in a minute"

I heard a groan in the background and I rolled my eyes

"Thanks man"

Kailey's POV

I was speeding again this time on a bridge. I laughed as I opened all the windows blasting music so loud it hurt my ears. I let go of the wheel and I started swerving and I just laughed as I snorted up a few more lines before gripping the wheel again just in time to. I swerved the car away from the edge of the bridge and popped some more ecstasy downing them with shot of whiskey.

My phone started buzzing and when I saw it was Nate calling I turned my phone off. This was not something he was going to apologize for, he will not have that satisfaction, not again. I will not give anyone the satisfaction of that ever again.

Nate's POV

I threw my phone against the door right as Kat and Kayden walked into the house.