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hi hi !! this is another random chapter idk why lmfao
˗ˏˋ RUI FINALLY SET HIS BAG DOWN. he settled his interesting style of clothes into the empty cupboards, looked around the washroom a little — it was a plain one, nothing very intriguing — then plopped down on the bed, next to tsukasa. god, it was amazing, to be so close to him. but rui wanted only one thing — to ruin him. he just couldn't wait for the moment he'd get to ruin him, corrupt him, he'd take the most insensitive chance to begin his process of corruption, and absolutely break him.
the sun was almost set, so tsukasa eventually got up and went downstairs with rui to have dinner. he got onto his pale toes and peeped into the shelf, but it was painfully lacking food. it had some large jars, yet they were either empty or filled to the brim with dry fruits. of course, one doesn't normally overdose on raisins and plain pistachio for dinner, does he? so, rui strode out claiming "he'll be back soon."
he returned with a box. it had what he said was a meal, and sure, fish curry and rice are dinner worthy enough.
by the time they finished eating — tsukasa was terrible slow at it and ate so delicately and took such tiny bites — it was already past evening.
it was a beautiful full moon night, and when the two boys looked out the blurry window in the bedroom the moon looked like a bouquet of white camellia. her glowing light filtered through the trees and pitter-pattered gently into the room, illuminating small, and large spots everywhere. the clouds were like doused cotton, dyed gray, large — clouds were truly the best embroidery of the angels.
"oh.. i forgot, we have to share this bed. i'm sorry, but you can see we don't really have anything. but if you insist, sir, i shall sleep downstairs."
"oh no, darling, doesn't matter, baby. it's okay, sleep with me."
they both tiredly fell onto the bed later, and rui hugged tsukasa tightly. keeping him in place. then the boys fell asleep shortly, with their heavy lids falling shut for the night.
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"oh.. where am i? who am i?"
"come on, silly. you're the minister and i'm your..."
"my beau." and the priest blushed and the minister just smiled back at him.
"stop it, i can't. we can't, sir. and i don't know if i want to, and—" he fumbled with his words slightly, grabbing at the creamy bedsheets and looking everywhere except those large, xanthous drops of honey-irises engraved into his sclera. my god, tsukasa thought, his eyes are so beautiful. such a small blessing of a man's body but perhaps one of the most beautiful — for rui, at least. they were like two citrines with dainty sunflowers, amber stars and yellow butterflies, melted into a sort of mixture and sealed with resin, look at them long enough and they'll pull you in.
perhaps he's thinking too much of his eyes, especially since he won't even look into them.
"shh, darling. you obviously want to, and who said we can't?"
he breathed heavily, and refused to answer rui. "so.. um, do you want breakfast, sir?"
"darling, i'm hungry for only one thing in the world and it's your love. to be fed spoonfuls from your golden, tailored, tawdry hands of your love is what i desire, and once i get so, i shall be the only man in the world to not greed for hunger." or at least that's what rui wanted to say, but he didn't. he shook his head. "i'm not hungry." and that's what he instead said.
"so anyways, tell me about yourself a little. you see, normally the minister wouldn't want such a pretty boy as his beau and not know anything except his name!"
"sir... do you love me?"
"i'm pretty sure it's rather obvious i do."
"but you barely even know. i mean, i could surely be a horrible person."
"if you were one, you wouldn't dare to tell me so." — — —
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so whatever this was?? im trying to write something just bc i forgot how to write, i'll write something actually good once soon i promise 682 words
