Royal Secrets (Shhhh)

Chapter 14 ~ " What is V-Virgin? "~

The update I was supposed to post yesterday was accidentally deleted from me, so I had to rewrite everything. so couldn't post update yesterday but I personally messaged some readers and also wrote on comment section but some readers started taking me wrong, that i am not fulfilling my promise and fooling everyone. Allright, but negative comments are also welcome. Sorry for your inconvenience.

His fingers were going inside her ghagra and finally reached their destination, his fingers touching her precious pearl, but when Dhara came to know what he was doing, her body became stiff and uncomfortable.

" H... Hukum." With a trembling tone she made an unsuccessful attempt. .

Samar felt her uneasiness and unwillingly he get up from her and sat beside her. He took a deep breath to consume everything inside him. She didn't want to stop him but her heart was not ready to do something which makes her uncomfortable and degradable.

He picks up the shirt lying on the ground and wear it, she was just looking at him with a tearful eyes, Dhara annoyed him again. He was not saying anything, but it was clearly visible in his eyes. The only thing she probably doesn't like is that he doesn't express anything.

" I... I am sorry Hukum. " She whispered and wiped her tears.

" Aap, so jayein. " Samar answered as usual in his cold tone and left from there.

Dhara couldn't explain him anything but just kept watching him go, She didn't want to let him go, he came to her breaking the rules and pride of Rajgardh, but what she has done? she disappointed him again. Is he asking more? Or she is insecure somewhere?

She wakes up quickly, many feelings were rising inside her innocent heart, but unable to speak, only her flowing tears revealing all her vulnerability. She couldn't understand what was happening to her, why was she holding herself even after coming so far with Samar, he came to her after crossing all limits but why didn't she cross all those limits which are forbidden to cross. Why did her heart still feel that it was wrong? Why?

"Hukum, only you and only you have the right over me, no one can show his authority over me, I will always be yours, you are the first and last person who will touch me, then why my heart is not allowing me? Why am I hesitating? Your touch always casts a spell on my soul, if my soul is yours then why not my body? Does my body belong to others or only mine? Am I the only one who has authority over it? Is this just my decision? Can't anyone decide who has the right over me? The body is mine, then is the right also mine? " Today she was caught in such a whirlwind of questions for which probably did not have the answers today and don't know whether she will ever get the answers or not.

Her eyes were rolling across the room, everything was scattered, her gaze fell on the mirror, her half-naked body clearly visible in it, messy hair, swollen lips where little blood was visible, fresh lovebite's marks and unstoppable tears but suddenly her eyes shifted to Samar's shoes,
Seeing this she quickly wipes away her tears and gets dressed and runs out of the room.

Dhara was just looking at him with tearful eyes, but the phase she was going through at this time, her situation was devastated, but seeing Samar so emotionless as if nothing had happened, she was shocked to see. Whatever happened between them, did it really have no effect on him? Why didn't he get angry even when she refused? Why is he so heartless and cold all the time? Why are his eyes always emotionless? Why can't she find what she wanted to find in his eyes? Today the storm of questions arising in her heart had probably never come before, only her heart was left to explode.