Chapter 30 𝖒𝖆𝖋𝖎𝖆 t𝖕𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖈𝖊𝖘𝖘♛ Motherhood Ten toes 🏁

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She pulled out her phone dialing her favorite cousin jhene

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She pulled out her phone dialing her favorite cousin jhene

"Hey cousin I miss you. this motherhood shit not for the weak! And these stretch marks and my belly ughh"

"I know it ain't You a strong woman Mel in time everything will get easier you just a first time mom how hussle holding up?"

"Mmmmmm probably tired of my ass" she laughed

"I know one thing for sure that man loves the ground you walk on but go off, she laughed you need to put it down on ya man one time shit I'll watch kross!" Jhene starting laughing

"Girl stop capping you know damn well you and dre not ready my baby cries all day plus hussle would be pissed at me he so protective over his kids which I love and respect.....hold up I think I hear kross crying let me hit you back girl"

"Okay mama kiss him for me call me when you can"

Every sense she had the baby she wasn't feeling like herself and she really couldn't understand why.
Sometimes she would cry from the lack of sleep she was getting and breastfeeding every hour made her depressed I guess she didn't realize how hard motherhood was going to be

She didn't even have a lot of energy all she did most days was change diapers, make bottles clean up and cook
She was overwhelmed.

Didn't even have the desire to be intimate with her man right now
she felt bad because she was neglecting his needs emotionally and physically but she just didn't have the energy for anything else not even painting which was
her passion and business.

Hussle was sitting back on the couch holding the baby in his arms feeding him
While she ran in the room to change really fast

"Look at my little poodie" Mel said in her animated voice

"Why you be calling my son dat?"he raised his eyebrow curious about the name
Hussle laughed because wtf what a "Poodie"

"I don't know why he just my little poodie Patooti" She laughed the side of her lips turned into a smile as she looked over at hussle giving him the side eye

"Yea, mama shit" he said sarcastically Laughing Hussle leaned in to kiss Melanie but she turned her face and it caught him off guard

"What's sup, what's wrong boog? Every since you had the baby
you haven't been yourself and I be feeling like you don't want me touching you or kissing on you
Damn it's like that? alright bet"
His eyes we're narrow and hiss nose flared as he let out a breath 

"You will never understand Hussle I'm not trying to be mean I'm just trying to be okay"

"Sound like you have post postpartum depression boog and you should really talk to somebody about that so it don't get out of hand, I'm just worried babies will sense that energy I can't say I know how you feel but I just want you to get help"
His eyes lowered

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