19. Anupama's Breakdown!!!

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Anupama heard every word. All thing that happened that day.  She was just silent.  There were tears in her eyes. And she was thinking that she doubted her love for her Anuj. Anu was feeling very bad so bad that she was thinking how to go in front of Anuj , how she face her. Anuj's respect in Anu's heart  increased even more that Anuj even sacrificed his love to save the respect of a girl.

He looked at Sanjana.  Sanju was also looking at her....

Sanju : Anu are you okay?

But Anu not in senses. She didn't give any answer to Sanju. She was silent. There was silence all around  that Anu could hear his heart beat, the heart in which Anuj still beats like a heartbeat.

Devika : Anu tu kuch bol kyun nahi rahi kuch toh bol

Anu : jana hai

Devika : kaha jaana

Anu : ghar jaa rahi hu mei

Saying this, Anu started leaving, she saw Sanju.  There was guilt in Anu's eyes. But
She didn't say a word because she was not in that condition to say anything.  And she quietly left from there.

Sanju : Devika anu....anu ne kuch bol kyun nahi

Devika : iss wqt anu uss condition mei nahi hai ki wo kuch bol sake

Sanju : hmm.....but anu kaha jaa rahi h

Devika : God knows.......
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Anupama was walking on the road.  And was thinking about Anuj.  She was thinking that her one misunderstanding ended everything.

Manzil mil gyi karwan kho gya,
Socha kya tha magar ,
Kya se kya ho gya,
Yaad aaye bhot aaye ,
Apni dildariyan,
Tujhse Roohdariyan........

Anupama was not conscious at all, she knew nothing about what was happening to her.  Tears were not stopping from his eyes. She was sobbing.

Anu -: Anoojjj......mene......kyu....kanha ji.....kyun phle paas laate ho or fir door le jaate ho.....or ab....kyun.....kitne saal nikal diye unke binaa.... Har pal.....har din...apni har saans mei mene  apko....Anuj...do baar yaad kiya hai...fir bhi mene khud ko sambhala.....kyun....mei unki zindagi mei hi kyun aayi..nahi aana chahiye tha mujhe....unhone itna pyaar kiya mujhe or mene...mene kya kiya un par shaq kiya chiiiiii....Anoojjj.....aap kyun hai itne ache......mann toh kar raha abhi bhaag kar aa jaau apke paas or apko gale se lgauuu pr ni....kis muh se aau apke paas Anoojjj........I miss you.....I miss you so much mere Bholuram 😭😭😭

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Anuj : Anu

Raat bhar ka safar hichkiyon me kate,
Tujhko hi dhundati hai meri karwate,
Khaamoshi mei chipi kitni bechariyan,
Tujhse Roohdariyan........

He came out from his room. Look here and there.

Gk : Kya hua anuj beta

Anuj : Gk wo.....kuch nii wo nind wo mei.....thoda walk karke ata hu

Gk : thik beta

Anuj went outside for walk.

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Anupama was wandering in her own thoughts.  Devika was calling him continuously.  But she was not responding. Then a truck came from the front and it was right in front of the anu,  when Anuj grabs the hand of the anu and pulls it towards him.

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