Just another memory (J-Dog fanfic)

Chapter 2

"Alright... What time do you want to meet tomarrow?" I asked turning to look at him. He took his snap back off and scratched his head with a smile. I watched a sparkle enter his eyes as he grinned.

"Bring him to the show, ill get you guys VIP." I looked at him as if he'd gone mad. "Trust me, I know what I'm doing." I groaned rubbing my temples. He pulled me into his arms squeezing me lightly. "I won't leave you again, I promise." I found it so hard to believe him. Every bone in my body pleaded for me to believe him, but I couldn't. I quickly pulled out of his embrace and opened the door. "Ella." Jorel took my hand. I used my other hand to grab my phone. "Please come, I want to see my..." He trailed off.

"Son." I finished for him. His brown eyes lit up making me smile.

"What's his name?" He asked walking out from the back with me. I got glares from many girls, but Georgia gave me a thumbs up.

"Xavier." He pulled me into another hug infront of everyone.

"Please bring him tomarrow... I really want to see him and be a part in his life El." He let me go and started to walk away to his table. I sighed knowing there was no way out. He finished dinner with the guys and gave me a pleading look before leaving. I finished work around 1:30 am and hugged Georgia goodbye before walking out. "Hey." I jumped and spun around. Jorel stood with his hands in his pockets.

"What are you doing?" I asked looking around noticing my car was gone. Courtney must have come and gotten it for work.

"I waited for you. I wanted to make sure you knew I wasn't going to leave again." He smiled a little walking over to me.

"You do know my friend Courtney is going to slap you." I stated. He sighed nodding and chuckling.

"I remember her... She threatend me." I rolled my eyes. He pulled me into a hug smiling. "I missed you." He mumbled kissing my cheek.

"It's cold." I mumbled changing the subject. Did I really miss him? Or was it the fact that I just wanted a father for my son?

"Let's get you home then." He took my hand and started walking with me. "So is he two or three?"

"He just turned three." I smiled thinking of my son. He had Jorels dark hair, my gray eyes, and most of Jorels face features.

"Is he trouble?" He chuckled.

"You have no idea. My friend Michael is teaching him flips and it scares the shit out of me." I laughed. He laughed along as I shivered a little.

"Come here." He pulled me into a tight embrace while we walked. I didn't care if we looked awkward it was a lot warmer. "Has Michael been the fatherly influence?" He asked looking away.

"Pretty much, I mean Xavier knows he's just an uncle but..." I trailed off.

"But what?" He stopped infront of me. I just looked down biting my lip.

" I don't know... He's just the only guy... I don't know." I ran my fingers through my blonde bangs.

"Ya know when I first met you, you had many different colors in your hair." I blushed not looking up. "Even with all the colors I thought you were the most beautiful thing I'd ever laid eyes on. Never in a million years did I think I'd be a dad. I mean I didn't think that... I didn't think I'd be a good one due to everything I've done." He pulled my face up to his. "I will do everything I can to be a good dad." I wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him.

"You'll be fine." I mumbled. He squeezed me tight and buried his face in my neck. "I've got to get home, Courtney left Xavier at Michaels." I grabbed his hand and started to run. He caught up and laughed running beside me. We ran for a little while stopping to catch our breath. As we walked he started laughing. I laughed along with him as we started to approach the house. "I'm not sure if its safe for you to come in." I lied.