Just another memory (J-Dog fanfic)

Chapter 4

"Chocolate milk." I told the large security gaurd. A goofy smile appeared on his face along with a chuckle while he led me backstage. We went through long gray hallways until he stopped at an identical door to the others, except this one had Hollywood Undead on the door.

"Come in." Someone said casually. The security guy opened the door walking in before me, telling them I was here. I walked in after him looking at them all. They all smile or nodded at me, except for Xavier. Xavier ran over literally jumping into my arms.

"Mommy?" Xavier poked his bottem lip out.

"The puppy dog face doesn't work on mom." I gave him a serious face. "Spit it out." I kissed his forehead smiling.

"Can I pretty please stay with daddy for a few weeks?" His gray eyes pleaded. When I looked at him all the guys were giving me the puppy dog face.

"I thought I said the puppy dog face doesn't work." I put Xavier on my hip.

"Please." Jorel stood up walking over to us.

"A few weeks?" I asked biting my lip. "I don't know, you know how parties get." I sighed.

"I won't go to any parties. I promise." I ignored the chuckles from the guys.

"Please be careful with him." I pleaded looking at Jorel.

"Of course." He smiled looking at the guys. They all jumped up and cheered.

"Jorel I mean it." He gave me a serious look, taking my hands in his.

"I promise I won't let anything happen to him. Plus we have to pack anyways, and we get tonight with you." He smiled dropping one hand, and intertwining our fingers with the other.

"Wow J she's hotter from what I remember." Matt chuckled. I bounced Xavier on my hip awkwardly to keep him from falling. Jorel glared at him taking Xavier from me.

"It's alright." I laughed rubbing his arm lightly.

"Whoo someone's getting laid tonight!" Jordan exclaimed from across the room. "Let me see my little nephew!" He grinned taking Xavier from Jorel. "You excited for tour!?" He chuckled bouncing him around. Xavier let out a laugh while nodding as Jordan made a total fool of himself. Jorel rolled his eyes never letting go of my hand. Eventually he held it up to his face, kissed my hand lightly putting it in his lap, with our fingers still intertwined. He led me to a couch pulling me down next to him, while they discussed tour. Xavier's eyes glowed with excitement.

We talked for a bit before separating in our own ways for the night. Jorel held a sleeping Xavier, and walked with me to my car. He put Xavier in his carseat, buckled him in, and got in the passengers seat. We sat in silence as I drove home, trying to figure out what I was going to do. It was all happening so fast, that I didn't know anymore. Xavier seemed like he wanted to go so badly though, I couldn't let him down like that. I parked in the driveway and sat still in the car, while Jorel took Xavier inside. For ten minutes I sat in the car with it off, just thinking about today's events. Jorel came into view and opened my door.

"You okay?" He asked with concern in his eyes.

"No." I admitted sighing. He undid my seatbelt for me, picked me up, shut the door, and carried me inside. I wrapped my arms around his neck, while he carried me bridal style to bed. He laid me down and sighed starting to walk away. "Don't go." I mumbled taking his hand.

"I was going to the other side of the bed." He chuckled kissing my forehead.

"Oh." I smiled as he hopped over me to the other side. He crawled under the blankets dragging me with him. I kicked my shoes off, rolled over, intertwined our legs, and cuddled into his chest. "I'm going to miss-" I stopped myself.

"Xavier." He finished. Not quite what I was going to say, but that worked too.

"Yeah." I whispered sighing.

"It's going to be okay. I'll have him call you every night." He started running his fingers through my hair.

"Remember he's allergic to nuts." I closed my eyes.

"Got it." He replied putting his hand up my shirt, and on my back, making small circles.

"He needs help getting his inhaler some nights because it can get bad." I yawned mumbling the last part.

"Got it." He started to run his fingers through my hair again, making me doze off into a sweet dream.