O.R.C | TFF Fanfic - Slzzp

Commitment [3]

(A/n just a quick December book. How fun. And I didn't post these on Christmas bc I'm worried I'll be doing things like family stuff. So beginning is probably the best time! Also help I did 2 & 3 practically last minute lmao)

(Dec 1 a/n: srry if there are errors. I'm sure I'll get to it later today or tmr! Status: Edited, contact me if errors noticed)

TW/CW: Cursing

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Buzz

What the? I completely forgot about my phone alarm. It's allowing about me getting up and getting prepared for this date. Gosh how I am not so prepared right now... It'll be fine though! What if someone ruins it though? Oh well, I'll just ruin someone's whole career or life depending on what they do if that happens. 

It's just going to be us and a few staff members who they probably forced to do so. At least they are going to get a bit bigger of a paycheck this time. Heard this restaurant doesn't pay their staff crappy. It is a nice place after all. Afraid the whole tip thing is still necessary as it's such a big issue it's ridiculous... 

That doesn't matter right now. I need to: take a shower, put the clothes on, take care of my general appearance. Speaking of appearance, I just realized I slept with my glasses on and somehow they didn't fall off. I yawned and rubbed my eyes. I think I'll just be forever grateful these glasses stayed on my face.

I got up and hurried to get around. I went to take a shower before putting on the clothes. I got my hair dried off and just stared at myself through the mirror for a bit. I looked decent which resulted in me giving a small smirk. Different clothes really aren't that bad. It just feels and looks so strange and weird. It definitely wasn't a bad idea though.

I ended up deciding on a light yellow so it isn't so blinding. I believe it was a good call. I'm now just intrigued by the idea of what Bryan chose. I know he changes his clothes for special occasions. I hope he thinks this is a special occasion. I'm sure he decided on something different and unique. I'm sure he'll look fantastic as always. 

People have probably already looked at him weird about the whole date. I'm sure he has spilled it a bit to others and they'd say how that's irregular behavior of mine. I'm sure he thinks this is special. I mean it is special! I hope the feelings are mutual. I hope the feelings are mutual on everything I'm feeling right now. 

I sighed loudly. This wasn't going anywhere and I was wasting time. I probably should look at the menu before I leave so I know what to get instead of staring at the menu. I don't want an awkward moment like that. That'd be so embarrassing! I walked out of the bathroom, leaving the door open. I hope not judgemental embarrassing. Am I overthinking this? I would call Ivy, but that's just asking for questions and teases... 

I made sure I had my phone on me and put my phone on silent. Must suck to whoever tries to contact me. They can just email me or leave a voicemail. It's really not a big deal and I know how answering phone calls during a date is absolutely a stupid idea. I don't do dates and know that. I'm not an idiot.

Maybe I should think about what to discuss? I should really stop panicking. I'm cool, calm, and collected. I'm not going to crumble right there on the spot. I will not do something so cowardly. I just need to act like how I do, but with a taste of myself. Acting myself... that sounds absolutely horrifying also. Work me is practically me to everyone. Y'know I've just been standing here and it's quite embarrassing. I should really stop. I'm doing this to myself. 

I headed out to my car and sat there for a bit. I grabbed my phone and then it vibrated. I checked it, of course. It was from Bryan.

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