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Realization [2]

(a/n Can u tell I play Apex yet? I've been open abt it. Also Overwatch. Not much Overwatch tho lmao)

(Dec 1 a/n: srry if there are errors. I'm sure I'll get to it later today or tmr! Status: Edited, contact me if you spot any errors)

TW/CW: Cursing

Words: 2.1k

...I like him? I like him in a romantic way!?

No, no, I'm not supposed to have this as my main focus. How can this even happen though? It's completely crazy. Shouldn't even be possible! I can't like Bryan that way. It's just not right or professional. I cannot just let these thoughts consume my brain. It's so hard not to think about him though...

It wasn't long until I found myself back in my office chair in deep thought. I shouldn't be thinking about this so intensely, but it's the only thing invading my mind. It was quiet and was such an uneventful day. Though this was a good thing as it gave me more time to do paperwork and...think about things.

I was interrupted by a notification that popped up on my phone. It was Bryan. I was trying so hard for this man to escape my mind and look what we have here! Anyways, what would Bryan be texting to me about right now? We just talked a bit ago.

Bryan:                                                       You:

Hey, that place opens tmr right?

                                                       Oh! Ya tmr.

Just making sure :)
Also, are u doin good?

                                      What do you mean?

I mean you seemed off

                                                                 Did I?
                  Didn't mean it to seen that way

It's ok! Dw about it.
I'll just text u tmr!

                              Alright, you do that then

:)

                                                                         :)
                                                   Read 2:37 PM

No idea why I just did that stupid face that he just did. I guess it was being nice? I don't know. I just don't understand why I'm even feeling like this right now. It just felt good. Something that felt good for once.

I've never been this sure of needing such relationship. I've been fine without friends even. This was different. It was one man. Bryan. Bryan made me feel things that felt irregular to me.

Gosh I really am a mess. I'm literally taking interest in my own employee and to top it off he was the former CEO. The most recent. I seriously can't believe I'm serious about this. I actually like Bryan.

I'm in love with the man who at first I believed was a threat. Then it went quickly into a tense and just flat out difficult relationship and situation. With the man who messes around with universes, but he has such a pretty face. Hell, he even has a pretty personality. How am I supposed to say no to him? Has he figured out I won't say no to him?

I rubbed my eyes, sighing. I couldn't believe it. Well, I could actually. The man was wonderful, perfect, admirable...promising. I lightly blushed at my own thoughts. My heart felt like it was beating out of its chest. It's such a good feeling. It's something I need and would drop anything else for.